"That's it, i cant stand it anymore, get away from me! I don't want to show myself to the world..."
I can't stand it anymore, people keep calling me a fag, now even people call me being not straight, I don't mind at first, cause i usually think that either they're joking, if not I'll be ignoring them.
Right now, it's just too much! Does the world really that i'm a fucking fag? Fine! I won't do anything! I won't speak anything that you people think it's gay. I won't do anything that is considered faggish, in fact, I will be just like a stone!
I don't want to show myself to the world anymore. I want to be kept in a confined space, with enough food, a laptop with unlimited battery, a cellphone that never go died, and unlimited access to wireless network
And by that time, I won't show myself anymore...
If you think this entry is fag, so whatever, i am really speechless.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Mock Trial
It's over..........the Mock Trial in Sandakan was over..............Yu Yuan Secondary School...............
Yes we won. Sung Siew were really great. Even the magistrate said that he enjoyed the process of the whole mock trial. Not like those boring judges where you just sit there and give marks. NO! IN the end of the trial he's remarks was ,
Yes I lost my control during the questioning, I dont know which emotion to choose, the team told me to be emotional, and yet the magistrate told us to always stay cool........=.=
Still, I wanna thank my teacher, Mdm Chong, our teacher in charge, Miss Serena Liew, our coach, and the team members!
I am really glad to know Andrea and Eric through this competition. Andrea is really steady, cause she's our school representative in Speech competitions, and Eric is really good int thinking ideas and important points, I'm so proud of them!!
The next round will be held in KK! Wheeeee~ Skating!!!
WON
Yes we won. Sung Siew were really great. Even the magistrate said that he enjoyed the process of the whole mock trial. Not like those boring judges where you just sit there and give marks. NO! IN the end of the trial he's remarks was ,
" It's so good I dont want it to stop, can we PLEASE continue?"
Yes I lost my control during the questioning, I dont know which emotion to choose, the team told me to be emotional, and yet the magistrate told us to always stay cool........=.=
Still, I wanna thank my teacher, Mdm Chong, our teacher in charge, Miss Serena Liew, our coach, and the team members!
- Jordan
- Sheldon
- Kai
- Andrea
- Robin
- Eric Chia
- Howard
- Shawn
The next round will be held in KK! Wheeeee~ Skating!!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Posts and entries....
My post lacks entries, I feel so sorry for my blog..... I wanna blog, but somehow time wont allow it. I'll be back blog!
ps: this doesnt mean this blog is inactive :p
ps: this doesnt mean this blog is inactive :p
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Thoughts....
I have been doing some thinking.....
I'm the only son in my family. My mom is counting on me for the future. And my parents won't live forever... Yes, I know this is a big responsibility, one wrong move and it's over....
I always tell myself to be more diligent, yet I'm slacking and leaving a pile of homework ; i told myself that i have to exercise more, but still I'm a so lazy to move a muscle; I always tell myself, to be polite to people, yet I can be rude sometimes.....
SPM is coming this year, I must work harder, my mom really has hope in me, i cannot let it to waste. My dad and her saved money for my studies, my dad worked hard for the sake of our home, my mom works hard by being a mother, fetching her children here and there, cook 3 meals a day for her children, do the chores just the keep the house tidy.
I must work harder, so my mom, and my dad, won't suffer so much.
I'm the only son in my family. My mom is counting on me for the future. And my parents won't live forever... Yes, I know this is a big responsibility, one wrong move and it's over....
I always tell myself to be more diligent, yet I'm slacking and leaving a pile of homework ; i told myself that i have to exercise more, but still I'm a so lazy to move a muscle; I always tell myself, to be polite to people, yet I can be rude sometimes.....
SPM is coming this year, I must work harder, my mom really has hope in me, i cannot let it to waste. My dad and her saved money for my studies, my dad worked hard for the sake of our home, my mom works hard by being a mother, fetching her children here and there, cook 3 meals a day for her children, do the chores just the keep the house tidy.
I must work harder, so my mom, and my dad, won't suffer so much.
I promise.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Simon's blog
See, what did I tell ya? Just the first few days of blogging and BOOM! He's blog became a fav of everybody who knows him.
Judging by the statement he made, it's obvious that everyone likes Simon.
And by that, it's also very obvious that He's blogging/writing skills are way better. (:
http://originationz.blogspot.com/ So why not try it out now? Just copy paste the link and feast your eye with something that will WOW you.
Once again, Simon, WELCOME TO THE BLOGGING WORLD. (:
"Simon is a nice guy to meet :p" - Jordan
Judging by the statement he made, it's obvious that everyone likes Simon.
"I like reading he's blog, he turns everything into something interesting to read" - Phui
And by that, it's also very obvious that He's blogging/writing skills are way better. (:
http://originationz.blogspot.com/ So why not try it out now? Just copy paste the link and feast your eye with something that will WOW you.
Once again, Simon, WELCOME TO THE BLOGGING WORLD. (:
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
WOW~~~~
WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Simon started blogging!!!
I'm so proud of simon. He's creative, he's smart, and now he started blogging, I'm very sure his blog will be very interesting. it's true, someone as creative and talented as him types the best posts around...
well i'll link him soon, stay tuned! =D
I'm so proud of simon. He's creative, he's smart, and now he started blogging, I'm very sure his blog will be very interesting. it's true, someone as creative and talented as him types the best posts around...
I LAUGHED READING HIS ENTRIES!!! xD
well i'll link him soon, stay tuned! =D
OMG!!!
OMG
Homeworks are pilling up!!! GOSH!! There's a competition in a few days!! gotta prepare!!! =)
heh, I was nagged by my friend for not doing homework in time, now i have to rush everything in just one day, I've learnt my lesson... :p
WTF this " :p " thing looks way cuter in blogger~~
Still same old same old, fucking pissed in school. But still i feeel much happier since I had a competition to prepare, I'll cherish the moments since it COULD be my last year.... :p
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Brainstorm.....
I'm having a brainstorm............ Get fcked up easily by almost everything, well of course for a reason. The line is being GAY lately..........
I cant do anything when this lagging line, and people keeps using my stuffs without asking my permission, once again......
I'm just feeling everything. Happy, sad, angry, grief, sorrow, idiotic, etc simultaneously!! And again....
You might feel the anger I'm feeling right now. I gotta admit this is the only post that contain the f-word more than once.
FUCK!
I cant do anything when this lagging line, and people keeps using my stuffs without asking my permission, once again......
FUCK!
I'm just feeling everything. Happy, sad, angry, grief, sorrow, idiotic, etc simultaneously!! And again....
FUCK!
You might feel the anger I'm feeling right now. I gotta admit this is the only post that contain the f-word more than once.
I AM REALLY PISSED!!! FUCK!! >=(
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
The first three months are gone....
The first three months are gone. It's finally April.... it's not too late to make your and by your I mean my priority straight. Study hard, work hard and play less. It's true that we must sacrifice something to get better results. I opt to sacrifice my online times....though this decision was painful....
So many things to do. There's CO camp this May, a could-be CO solo competition, if possible, Mock-Trial, dont forget SPM!! and yea yang qin grade 5 and YY's night..... Oh please let all of these things go through smoothly. Especially the bolded ones.... ALL OF THEM @@
Wish me luck, my days of onlining are getting shorter, though i wil still be on MSN...=)
So many things to do. There's CO camp this May, a could-be CO solo competition, if possible, Mock-Trial, dont forget SPM!! and yea yang qin grade 5 and YY's night..... Oh please let all of these things go through smoothly. Especially the bolded ones.... ALL OF THEM @@
Wish me luck, my days of onlining are getting shorter, though i wil still be on MSN...=)
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