Fine! >=(

Oh this is how it is huh? The good looking people get to cared more than the common looking people? I know I'm common looking, but please, I'm human too! You don't care about how I feel don't you?! All you care is how the better looking people felt?

i have feelings too! I admit that I've done wrong things, and you have you're ever right to scold me, but please, why does everytime the good looking ones done something wrong you won't mind too much and just nag for awhile?! Is it because they're so GOOD LOOKING that you forget all your anger?!

Fine! Seem you like it this way, continue what you're doing okay? The good looking people need your care okay? Go, SHOO!

Spams..

"If you don't reply this, your whoever-it-is will die" Oh wait, how about "If you don't reply this you will lose your bf/gf in days/weeks"

I mean hello, don't you feel bothered just by receiving these kind of messages? Will you or will you not lose your loved ones? I tell you what, I received tons of these kind of messages, claiming that my mother will die in a few days, and now it's already a few years! o_O

The young and naive me once thought it's so sacred and it's real and I didn't want my mom to die or me not having a girlfriend...

And speaking of girlfriends, do you people out there really think that you won't get eternal love by just a spam message? Hello! Love is destined, love has to be searched on your own. Losing it or gaining it, it depends on you, and yea, a little bit of fate...

Please, save money, oil prices will rising, and so is everthing! Heck, i am not even full enough with my meal when I'm eating outside. Price gone up, and the quantity gone down! Don't you have any ideas forwarding these chain messages is really wasteful? I mean, why don't you use that money to either SMS or call people? The phone company still earns money right?

Please please please, don't be so wasteful, the item prices rises so ridiculously, i can't imagine f one day the world will be a better place to live. (like yea right it's already 'better' now...=.=)

I don't know whether I should say anything about the world politics, but if you have seen, it's obviously CORRUPTING! WHy couldn't they put away they're differences and just together make our mother Earth once again fertile and peaceful?

Seat changes....

In another story.....

*felt like posting this before i continue with my homework*

Our seats got changed... Simon and Kai were separated from me! T-T

The separation was a little painful for me. Because after we separated, it's like, we seldom talked anymore... Robin and I haven't even spoken to each other for days... And as for Simon, he seldom laughs at the things I said, not like what he used to laughed at.... :(

Just now it was art class in school. Kai, Simon and I get to sit together and the class was so NOSIY! The teacher left so we didn't bother :p

Connie *our classmate* said that the three of us are very funny when we talk to each other. My god, she has no idea how much I miss the times us three spent together as class neighbours...

Simon and Kai, if you're reading this, good luck in SPM okay? Since I'm not here to bother/ disturb you two in class, take this opportunity to learn something and listen in class, especially you Kai, you like falling asleep in class, even when you're sitting in FIRST CLASS....I'm sure Tzan is doing a good job waking you up?

Walk, Breathe and See....

I think I'm slowly addicted to walking slowly. I'm a fast paced person, and I always complain people for walking too slow. My choice of songs to listen is the fast type because I think slow songs slow down my life. I like it when I'm in front of everybody in certain things *homework and studies is never "in front" *

It's starting to get stressful during the 2nd semester. School, homeworks, tests, orchestra and SPM. So this is how it feels to be 'important' and busy. No wonder I'm starting to slow down my pace and just enjoy the scenes around, to relax my mind and just throw away everything for a moment.

BUT! I cannot let it go forever, like I said before, SPM is coming! OMG OMG OMG OMG! Gotta study hard, gotta get away all the distraction... :p

Homework....HERE I COME!!! T-T *ad. maths*

I took a walk...

Well it's just a short walk from the junction of Lorong 1, Taman Tyng back to my house.

Well, for me, i don't like getting anywhere late. And today I was going home a little bit late because Gary has to pick up someone. Well at first I felt tensed but due to the fact that he's the only ride home so yea I calmed down eventually.

He kept asking me whether I'm in a hurry or not, and I kept saying it's fine. And then he told me that i have to walk back home cause it will be a big turn for him to get back to his car. And I was like, "fine... =.="

So I started walking, it's not a very long journey. The sky is not too bright because it's around six something so it's kinda orange. And the wind is cool. I feel so calm. I slowed down my steps and enjoyed the sceneries. i even stood next to the drain and looked at the little fishes swam pass the swallow water. I let my mind wander for awhile.

i felt very relaxed. The blowing of the cool evening breeze, the dimmed sky, the chirping of birds, the silence of a quiet neighbourhood. It's just perfect....

I wish time will slow down for awhile, and let me relax my mind and just let me let go everything and fall into a deep slumber of relaxation. That will be perfect.