Sunday, September 20, 2009

It's stormy...

The weather has been unpredictable, and so is my emotion. The constant stress and pressure, pulls me like a rope, about to snap in a blink of an eye.

It snapped, finally, and I went on a rampage, I'm screaming right now, can't you leave me alone?

Do I belong to this circle of friends, what is my purpose, to live?

What if I'm in love again, I still have to straighten everything, UEC is coming, and the family is counting on me, life, gradually depends on it.

I'm craving acceptance, in your heart, it hurts to see the distance I force myself to make between us, for there is no way we are to be together. It was, again, unorthodox.

Blame it on me, I admit. For being so careless and let cupid aim at you. Hope he removes his love arrow soon. It's unbearable.

I'm wished to be stripped, and I wish to be seen naked, revealing my thoughts to everyone who lay their hands upon it.

It has been a crazy month!

Wow! What a crazy month! Birthdays, school, friends, tuition, school, more school stuffs, driving practice with dad, it's just so many to talk about.

The emotional flush I'm undergoing, the stress I'm suffering from, 33 days to UEC dudes!!

It's always like that, last year SPM, this year UEC... :P

What to blog, what to blog...hmmm....

I don't know >< All I could blog is about my inner self right now, but still, I'll leave that for the next post, still have to update about life xD

Hmmmmm....