Day 3

Day 3 ended in a blink of an eye. Maybe it’s due to the fact that I’ve been keeping myself busy the whole day with teaching and orchestra rehearsals.

Saw you online on Facebook near midnight, but I still managed to resist the temptation of dropping you a message. Sigh… Sometimes I really wish you’re reading these posts. I wonder how have you been, hope you’ve been coping well with your studies.

Went shopping in the afternoon before teaching to distract myself, even met with Charmaine at night, so I guess the day was good. It only sucked when I’m not doing anything and I’ll instantly think of you. Really need to stop, man.

How can I not take pic with her!  Thanks for the Banana printed T-shirt boo! 

On to day 4...

Day 2

Just like that, I powered through the pain for day 2. I realise I’ve been sleeping longer hours and I find it even more difficult to wake up too. Maybe it’s just me subconsciously not wanting to face the reality that has happened between us.

But throughout the day, I made a resolution. For your sake, and maybe for my own sake too, I’ll tough it out. Not the first time this happened between us, and like you always said, I’ll get through it somehow.

I hope you’re reading this — You know how much it hurts me to not be able to be in contact with you, so I want you to know, that I’ll be able to get through this, and I want you to know, the next time we meet, it’ll be worth it and we’ll make the most of out it!

So just like that, Day 2 ended.

Day 1

After what seems like weeks of argument, finally, it ends. No more excuses for me to engage in a conversation with you through texting, no more chances of us seeing each other. No more reason why we were to argue. 

I suddenly felt lighter when we said our goodbyes. This sense of saying goodbye, it's so numbing, yet, still so much pain, and unknowingly, my vision blurred. Removing the emoji icons from your name, deleting your contacts picture, archiving our whatsapp chat. I'm just trying my best to not think of you throughout this period of time. After all this time, you're still the one I felt...Sigh.. I'll probably never ever going to love again. Maybe that's how my life will be. 

Today marks the beginning, the beginning of Day 1. 

Will we end up becoming strangers? Till we meet again, I suppose.