Performance last night.

I seldom get pissed during a performance... It always end up like this. The audience in the small town of Sandakan is just being disrespectful. Why don't you people try to be on stage while we're down there being noisy, how would you feel!?

Alvin (teacher) just told me appreciate the fact people invited us to perform, but Please! Perform or not performing, the audience here really have to show some respect.

Pissed...

But that's not all the bad thing from the performance last night. After my performance. I was brought to meet a man. We shook hands and he said he would like me to help him tune his yang qin. I was like, oh sure!

Shi Binn and I enjoyed the dinner i guess, despite the fact his finger got major cuts from practicing the songs, he liked the whole performance. I'll got over this matter, so yea, happy Sunday ^^

I admit..

I don't have admit it, cause it was really obvious, yes, I'm really upset lately. Because one of the person that known me for a decade or so is going to leave me.

I knew his for 12 years. I won't make him stay, because it's his future, I just wished that he knew how I felt the moment I heard the news. He's going to let go not only us, but also the orchestra, one of the thing that matter to me most in school.

I couldn't face the fact that he's going leave. Yes I know that we're going to part one day, but it was too sudden, I wasn't even prepared for it. It already took a large amount of effort for me to get over the fact that Kai is leaving. Kai is another friend of mine that I knew for over a decade. It was painful too.

But this just hurts me more than I thought it would, only time would let me heal. I hope I still could go on without both of them. I know i would, yet again, time will tell.

Kai was like the banana on my banana sundae, while Simon is like the icy toppings. What fun is it to eat banana sundae when both of the important ingredients aren't in it?

Teehee

I'm just messing with Anson's blog because I'm insanely bored right now. Don't get mad, Anson XD

I'll be back....Somehow

When I made a decision to get myself back into the blogging world, there it goes again, obstacles. First there's issues with my parents, then there's SPM bla bla bla. Oh speaking of SPM, there's only 60 days left. We'll be in a state of emergency again.

To everyone reading this, I'll be back! You can count on it. >=)

early farewells...

Recently, I'm making a habit of bidding everyone from my class that's online in MSN good night every night.

End of the year is approaching, my senior 3 friends are going to graduate, and there I am standing, watching them trying on their graduation robe. I was really going to cry, but one of my closest senior 3 friend told me to save it for the graduation ceremony.

I can't control my senior 2 friends' will power to leave this year. I haven't treat them better, Some I didn't speak to for the whole year. And there they go, persuiting their dreams. All I can do, is just waving my hand and bidding them goodbye and good luck.

Kai is going to leave soon, everytime he says that he's leaving for Singapore, my heart will drop. The idea of him not being beside me for my last year in Yu Yuan is kinda painful. Yes we have our arguements, but I'd known Kai for so long, even if he piss me off, we still get along quite well. I'm going to miss him.

The twins, Shawn, and Howard are going to leave too. I am really going to miss them loads. Especially Howard, my primary school classmate / cousin. We spent time together preparing for the mock trial competition. I get to know the twins and Shawn better and everyone is getting along quite well, the same things happen, it's painful for them to leave as well...

All I have left is a few friends, and of course Phui and Simon.

I lways see great things from both of the,, and I really wish them god luck in the future. Especially to Phui. Btw Simon, TAG YOU'RE IT! *there's no chop!!!!* bwahahahaha~