I admit..

I don't have admit it, cause it was really obvious, yes, I'm really upset lately. Because one of the person that known me for a decade or so is going to leave me.

I knew his for 12 years. I won't make him stay, because it's his future, I just wished that he knew how I felt the moment I heard the news. He's going to let go not only us, but also the orchestra, one of the thing that matter to me most in school.

I couldn't face the fact that he's going leave. Yes I know that we're going to part one day, but it was too sudden, I wasn't even prepared for it. It already took a large amount of effort for me to get over the fact that Kai is leaving. Kai is another friend of mine that I knew for over a decade. It was painful too.

But this just hurts me more than I thought it would, only time would let me heal. I hope I still could go on without both of them. I know i would, yet again, time will tell.

Kai was like the banana on my banana sundae, while Simon is like the icy toppings. What fun is it to eat banana sundae when both of the important ingredients aren't in it?