SPM

What do you know, it's SPM break time, BM was dandy, Sejarah was suprisingly okay o_o, english was swell, math was unpredictably hard =( .... Now we're left with, Add Maths, Moral, Chemistry, Biology, Physics, Chinese, EST and ART... oh my goodness... )=

I get somehow stressed from all these, Mr Ng was right, we should never study last minute, it's bad, now I see. i told myself to study right? Why couldn't I listen to myself? Instead I was 'relaxing' myself, DAMN ME!

So many things happening, not too mention I miss some of them, hmm, it's like YOU WIN SOME YOU LOSE SOME. I finally get that....

I was chosen as English mc for the graduation ceremony for this years Senior 3, and heck because of this, I missed a few precious moments in my life. During the last day of school, which is also my last rehearsal, I missed my chance to give a farewell for my classmates who's leaving this year, people cried while singing songs in class, while my friend and I are stuck in the hall.

And then comes the graduation ceremony, which means a lot to me, because this year's Senior 3 is dearest to me, yet I'm stuck on stage, not being able to take a last look at them properly from the front when they're singing, this sucks! =(

I got forgetful too....Was it because of the stress? I don't know, sometime I don't even know whether this is called stress. The day before SPM my mind was blank and all I kept doing was worrying that I won't do well for my SPM... Which is in consequence, wasting more of my time....

I hate me.