Love sick

I wanted to drop by, just to say hello.. wished you could do the same too, but that couldn't be done always.. Can it..?

Wanna chat with you... wanna see you... wanna stay back for awhile..

But I can't... I think...

Gotta stay strong Anson... Might as well say hello here. How are you doing EBM? Hope you are doing well and hope you are reading this...

Love

This morning when I woke up, I thought to myself.

"Love is just like a plant, or a flower, a beautiful flower."

You need to give it nourishment, water, sunlight and attention. Nourishment flourishes the flower; water provides turgidity for it to support itself; sunlight helps the flower climb to greater heights; attention lets it feel there's a sense of appreciation and satisfaction that it's still something worth while embracing.

But overdoing it may result in the opposite way. Too much nourishment it will suffocate; too much water it will drown; too much sunlight it will wilt; too much attention it will gain vanity and will not embrace the true meaning of what love will bring, or just get suffocated.

That's why personal space should be given.

Love is that funny feeling in your feeling, it's like a butterfly in your heart. You want the world know how much you are in love right now, how much you embrace it, how much you appreciate it, how much you feel satisfaction in it.

You know you're two in a million, you've got all the luck to be together, if the world would ever stop, you know you will still have each other, and no matter what, you will be forever as one.

I love you EBM, just wish you could read what I wrote here. And even if the school found out, I don't wanna think of the consequences, at least, not now.

Love does make you feel braving huh? :p

Random Question: If the world is going to end in a few more things, what would you do?

My answer: Give my classmates and last hug, shake hands with every teacher in the school, give a bow to my elders, grab my passport and air ticker and fly over to my lover's side, and be with my lover until the time comes.

You're my number one.

If I could sing for EBM right now, I would sing S Club 7 - You're my number one.
EBM is really my number one.

Na na na na..

What is love, cos baby I don't know
I got a funny feeling in my heart
If this is love - it feels like butterflies
So tell me baby is this how it starts

I know I've never felt like this before
You're like a drug you got me wanting more
I've got to let you know - I've got to let you know

You're - you're my number one
I'd do anything for you
Catch the rain from the sky, even hold back the tide for you
Baby baby, you're - you're my number one
With you I know I belong
I put the radio on and it's always playing our song

Na na na na..

Tell me what - what have I gotta do
Cos I wanna lay a claim on you
To make you mine - for now and for all time
So tell me baby what I gotta do

I know I've never felt like this before
You're like a drug you got me wanting more
I've got to let you know - I've got to let you know

You're - you're my number one
I'd do anything for you
Catch the rain from the sky, even hold back the tide for you
Baby baby, you're - you're my number one
With you I know I belong
I put the radio on and it's always playing our song

And there ain't nothing I won't do
I'd walk on water just to be with you

Baby baby, you're - you're my number one
I'd do anything for you
Catch the rain from the sky, even hold back the tide for you
Baby baby, you're - you're my number one
With you I know I belong
I put the radio on and it's always playing our song~

I love EBM!!

Pissing off

You know what, I must really stand up against her, lift up my courage and just GET THE FRICKING PHONE BACK!

Damn that woman! GRrrrrrrr~

I am deeply in love.

*The name EBMshall be used*

I love EBM, I love EBM so much it has become the sole purpose for me to live on. But love isn't all about those mushy mushy things you say, nor is it the romantic phrases ever said; it's what inside the heart that really counts. And not to forget to respect the other half, and to be patient, and being able to understand.

I lack respect and understanding I think. Eventhough EBM says 'Nvm' everytime I'm being in considerate, I feel bad. Yes, I need attention, but EBM has friends to spend time with too, I'm feeling so selfish and I should have jsut let EBM go and trust EBM completely that EBM is being loyal anf faithful, I know EBM does and will. But what can I do... When I really miss EBM so much but in the same time I have to understand too, that's why I have to learn to respect =)

I may love EBM, but the thought of EBM not going to love me if I'm being overly emotional just hurts me completely and able to make me collapse to the ground in tear. I love EBM so much I didn't want it to be like the previous relationships I had. I want this relationship with EBM to last forever!

I want to be close to EBM, but I'm sure that takes a lot of time and patiencem especialy when you're other half is busy and have to deal with a lot of stress. And because of this, I have to even respect and love EbM more. I won't let EBM go, ever!

I love EBM!

I just wish EBM is reading this post...

It's getting late... good night... =(

I'm back in the game!

I'm back in the game! After those very disappointing weeks being battered and torn, I found the inspiration to keep on moving in life.

Love is really that strange thing inside here that tingles a lot and makes you smile. It brightens your day and it gives me hope.

It's unorthodox for what people think, but for me, it's what true love that keeps the disbelievers mouth shut >:D

But still, absence makes the heart grow fonder and that's how I am feeling right now, the greatness of sadness in me has now become suicidal.

Wicked D:<