Thursday, June 25, 2009

I am deeply in love.

*The name EBMshall be used*

I love EBM, I love EBM so much it has become the sole purpose for me to live on. But love isn't all about those mushy mushy things you say, nor is it the romantic phrases ever said; it's what inside the heart that really counts. And not to forget to respect the other half, and to be patient, and being able to understand.

I lack respect and understanding I think. Eventhough EBM says 'Nvm' everytime I'm being in considerate, I feel bad. Yes, I need attention, but EBM has friends to spend time with too, I'm feeling so selfish and I should have jsut let EBM go and trust EBM completely that EBM is being loyal anf faithful, I know EBM does and will. But what can I do... When I really miss EBM so much but in the same time I have to understand too, that's why I have to learn to respect =)

I may love EBM, but the thought of EBM not going to love me if I'm being overly emotional just hurts me completely and able to make me collapse to the ground in tear. I love EBM so much I didn't want it to be like the previous relationships I had. I want this relationship with EBM to last forever!

I want to be close to EBM, but I'm sure that takes a lot of time and patiencem especialy when you're other half is busy and have to deal with a lot of stress. And because of this, I have to even respect and love EbM more. I won't let EBM go, ever!

I love EBM!

I just wish EBM is reading this post...

It's getting late... good night... =(

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