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It's coming alright, UEC that's it, I think I'll go brief and simple in this post, everything I typed seemed so... so.. Emo and Deep, and now, in this period, I think, even the simpliest word would make me sound like an emo-Fuck..

I wanna get away from this mess.. Ugh, I desire... to be let go... Wanna try something new, wanna get serious and get matters straighten up.. But it's definitely, not now... not now...

6 days to go man, gotta be patient...

Damn, what am I saying, that felt, random, unorganized and just, plain rubbish. Or is it?

I've gain weight... please oh please don't say anything about it, I know what I should do, so please? Lay down on the criticism okay? I don't want to hear another word about it..

Sigh... I feel so... not 'me' these few months... I know, I should be studying instead of blogging here; I know I should be plunging myself into the sea of chemical equations, biological terms, physics formula and mathematical problems, oh don't forget english grammars, chinese literature and malay idioms, I just, want to take a break for awhile..

I know I shouldn't feel like this, my heart... is pounding so quickly again when I thought of you.. I haven't got this feeling for months.. and, with D-day approaching, I must.... resist it.

Everytime you don't reply my messages, it feels like it's the end of the world... Everytime I think about you, it felt like life just got perfect in any way.. I love you, so much.

Gah, still felt like I've been speaking rubbish throughout this post.. I'm sorry :(

p/s: I'm in love~ :D and UEC is coming in 6 days D: