"I woke up this morning with a smile on my face
& Nobody's gonna bring me down today
Been feeling like nothings been going my way lately
I decided right here and now that my outlooks gotta change
That's why I'm gonna
Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried
Everytime somebody hurt my pride
Feeling like they won't let me live life
Take the time to look at what is mine"
& Nobody's gonna bring me down today
Been feeling like nothings been going my way lately
I decided right here and now that my outlooks gotta change
That's why I'm gonna
Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried
Everytime somebody hurt my pride
Feeling like they won't let me live life
Take the time to look at what is mine"
Yes, it's finally 31st of Dec 2009, the day that marks the end of a complicated year, with up and downs, happiness and sorrows, peacefulness and quarrels. Just like the song said, nothing has been going my way lately, and, tomorrow will be 2010, I will change my outlook, for the better or for the worse. Saying goodbye to the tears that I've cried, even though, in the end, I've got nothing back from it, not even a single pity from the people that I once said "I love you" to. But I know, things have changed, and all this shenanigan has caused so much turbulent in life, and it has also, made me stronger.
Yes, and I will, keep on singing my song, gonna keep carrying on life, whether it's good, or bad. Imma gonna keep on singing my song, through hard times, whether I'm all alone on the pathway of life, or whether I have companionship of friends, I will, keep on singing my song.
But of course, that's not everything I wanted to blog about, before 2010 comes knocking on our door.
I started to welcome love back into my life. Despite all the previous mishap that happened, despite all the tears I shed, I am very certain, all of it won't come back. So why bother, and why stay back in the past. 2010 signifies a new beginning, I will, I must start all over again.
I must learn to forgive, I must learn to accept, I must learn, to love not only others, but myself.
And I do hope, 2010 brings good news, like for example acceptance into the University I applied to in Singapore, no matter what, I must get into Singapore next year, I wanna leave this place, and leave it to change. Maybe one day, when I get back, I will see a different, better side of this place I call home.
Singapore, oh Singapore, how I wish I am there right now, the people, the scenery, the environment, the convenience, fascinates me.
To everyone else, I wish you all the best in 2010. We are all uncertain about the future, may everything turn out right, cause you know what, I DEFINITELY hope everything goes the way I hope it to be.
I guess it'll be suicidal if I couldn't get into Singapore, couldn't get the things I wanted and such, becareful :P
To my friends, thank you for accompanying me in walking through this 6 years in secondary school life. It's not easy, I know, it's long too. 6 years have finally gone by, and I could think of is
We gone through alot, we laughed, cried, worked our ass off for exams, and we played violently is crazy.
Stella, Tzy Tyng, Su Tien, Simon and Connie. You guys were so close to me this whole year, you guys were so totally my backbone, supporting me when things weren't going right, seeing me curl up and die, and revive once again. I weep, because none of you will be in Singapore with me, except for Su Tien, that is :P (And of course, if I could even manage to get into Singapore)
You guys are leaving for KL, and I will be so empty these few months... Waiting.. to be accepted into Singapore. Oh well..
Still, thank you!
May your future shine brightly. Happy New Year! Cheers :)
ps: More to come, stay tuned.
"I see every lesson completely
I thank God for what I got from above
I believe they can take anything from me
But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace
They can say all they wanna say about me
But I'm gonna carry on
I'mma Keep on singing my song"
I'mma Keep on singing my song"
Yes, and I will, keep on singing my song, gonna keep carrying on life, whether it's good, or bad. Imma gonna keep on singing my song, through hard times, whether I'm all alone on the pathway of life, or whether I have companionship of friends, I will, keep on singing my song.
"I believe that they can do what they wanna.
Say what they wanna say
(They can say what they wanna)
But I'm gonna keep on
(Keep on )
I believe it
That they can take from me
But they can't take my inner peace
Say what you wanna say, but I'm gonna sing my song"
And that concludes the little peek into my current turbulent world, let the song speak for me.
ps: You can listen to the whole song in this blog, or in youtube or whatever that you search songs with.
But of course, that's not everything I wanted to blog about, before 2010 comes knocking on our door.
I started to welcome love back into my life. Despite all the previous mishap that happened, despite all the tears I shed, I am very certain, all of it won't come back. So why bother, and why stay back in the past. 2010 signifies a new beginning, I will, I must start all over again.
I must learn to forgive, I must learn to accept, I must learn, to love not only others, but myself.
And I do hope, 2010 brings good news, like for example acceptance into the University I applied to in Singapore, no matter what, I must get into Singapore next year, I wanna leave this place, and leave it to change. Maybe one day, when I get back, I will see a different, better side of this place I call home.
Singapore, oh Singapore, how I wish I am there right now, the people, the scenery, the environment, the convenience, fascinates me.
To everyone else, I wish you all the best in 2010. We are all uncertain about the future, may everything turn out right, cause you know what, I DEFINITELY hope everything goes the way I hope it to be.
I guess it'll be suicidal if I couldn't get into Singapore, couldn't get the things I wanted and such, becareful :P
To my friends, thank you for accompanying me in walking through this 6 years in secondary school life. It's not easy, I know, it's long too. 6 years have finally gone by, and I could think of is
"WOW"
We gone through alot, we laughed, cried, worked our ass off for exams, and we played violently is crazy.
Stella, Tzy Tyng, Su Tien, Simon and Connie. You guys were so close to me this whole year, you guys were so totally my backbone, supporting me when things weren't going right, seeing me curl up and die, and revive once again. I weep, because none of you will be in Singapore with me, except for Su Tien, that is :P (And of course, if I could even manage to get into Singapore)
You guys are leaving for KL, and I will be so empty these few months... Waiting.. to be accepted into Singapore. Oh well..
Still, thank you!
May your future shine brightly. Happy New Year! Cheers :)
ps: More to come, stay tuned.
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