Inside the MRT...在巴士里。。。

Inside the MRT, inside the bus... I took the time to understand myself even more, and also to think of what I want in my future. I found out, that this time, even if I am in love again, but I feel totally different, it's like a brand new, better me, and I am totally crazy for it. I realize, this is the first time I let myself love someone so deep, I've taken things even more seriously than before, and that, I realize, this is the relationship that I have been looking. And because of that, I've became somewhat "annoying". It brought out that romantic side of me. It brought out that dedicated side of me. It brought out my fun and loving side even more. It was a beautiful process. It made me feel wholesome. And I dare say, I'm ready. The things left for me to do, is to be

patient, and not to be so "full" of me first, cause I gotta save all my love when things goes steady. Right now, I just wanna be as positive as possible. Learn to love myself more before loving someone else, and try to be more in control as not to be so annoying. =)

You are always in my heart :)

在快铁里，在巴士里。。我拿了一些时间来更了解自己，而且也在思考。我发觉这次，虽然我恋爱了，可是我感觉自己蜕变成一个更好更新的我。我也发觉，这是我第一次爱一个人爱得那么深，我对这份爱看待得更认真，因为这就是我要的完美感情 （relationship）。因为这样，我也成为了一个好像很”麻烦／多事“的人。这份爱，把我浪漫、纯真、更好玩及更关爱的一面都显示出来了。这是一个美丽的蜕变。他令我感到更完整。我也敢说，我准备好了。现在我需做的，就是要耐心、也不要把我的所有先”显“出来，因为必须保存下来，当所有事情稳定下来了才给他我的所有。我现在也要正面地看待东西。 我要爱自己，才可以爱他更多。哦！也要学习自我控制。 哈哈～

我爱你！ （完）