Happy Independance day Malaysia!

Merdeka!! That's the word that finally made the Malaysia we know today. After 50 years of independance, we have done it! Let us celebrate this glorious day, with a little rest from all those school work, relax and enjoy the day off. Thank you Malaysia!!

Goodbye Mr Fung!!

On 9/11/1993, our headmaster, Mr Fung, stepped in Yu Yuan secondary school as our headmaster. On 30/8/2007,he took the decision of stepping out of Yu Yuan secondary school.

He didn't mean much to me,all he ever said to me when i was in junior one was when he saw me playing with my friend,he approached me and said,"育源好读吗?" He then left me.

A ceremony was held on 30/8, to give a proper goodbye to him. During the ceremony,he gave a speech,a very long one. I remebered him saying,"学生，老师和校长就像一部机器里的螺丝。那粒比较重要的螺丝就是校长。虽然他会比较炫眼，比较重要，不过这并不代表其他螺丝不重要。因为，如果没有其他螺丝，这部机器就不能正常操作." After his speech, the whole school shook hands with him,all 800 of them. When it was my turn to shake hands with him, i expected to shake hands with him then leave. Instead he said,“佳瀚,要加油喔!" And we hugged.

GOODBYE! MR FUNG!

Mr S

Mr.S was once my sejarah teacher when i was in junior one and BM teacher when i was in junior three. He was ok, i guessed, he's quite good in Bm, he's chinese, but...he's a total "not-boyish-person" You can tell just by his way to moving and way of speaking, he always give me the creeps... despite of that,he's stern and he's stare can kill you, if you know what i mean....

2nd day after school re-opens,he went to our class to look for some boy scouts(he is the teacher in charge of boy scouts). That time there was no teacher in class, so we are a little bit noisy....ok quite noisy!Mr.S scolded us twice and we didn't bother. After being scolded for few minutes, the class monitor asked for our ideas on what gifts should we give to the headmaster as he's going to leave the school soon. We got so high discussing that we made lots of noise..again!This time Mr.S was furious, he shouted'"DIAM!" The class plunged into silence...again! He even gave a few comments for our class.He said,"好一个science班的学生，全部都奇奇怪怪！" That certainly got my friend and my attention. We then had a little conversation of our own. We said,"如果我们奇怪的话，他又是什么?" We then spend the rest of the period laughing...

Back to school~

Hi all!! School had finally re-opened,man...just a few days ago we were enjoying our hoidays..T.T Just the first day of school, the exams papers were already suffocating me!!! (Not going to mention any marks on the exam papers..) Haiz..i think i should work harder on my school work, after all those performances and events had ended,i didn't have any excuse for not attending class and stuff like that... and just on the 2nd day of school, i met him...MR.S!

The trip to kk

Hi guys! The trip to kk was awesome! Six friends and I went there. 4 by bus,two friends and I went by plane.

A picture from the sky.

Aren't we happy?

So, as we reached kk, Heng,my 'friend' which is already there in kk(they went there earlier by bus) greeted me in school( we lived there as candidates). After placing my luggage and greeted some of the kk friends in school...we went SHOPPING!!

After buying some discs with the friends, Heng and I decide to go shop for some clothes,and boy Heng saw the outfit of his dreams(it's for his band).

His dream shirt...

BUT! He didn't have enough money so we matched another one for him...

He liked it... and so he bought it..

After all that shopping,we decided to watch a Thai horror movie"The train of death".Heng and I was a scared that we covered our eyes and listen to the music in my phone with headphones on..And finally..we went back to school..

The second day,Heng,my 'friend' and I was stuck in school practicing for our music exams...and boy it was FUN!!

This is one of the pros in Thsung Tsin,she plays the chinese dulcimer,as seen in the picture.

That day,thier orchestra was hoding a musical competition and wee,the competition was intensed! I was so excited that i dozed off!!And at night was the final,and i was invited to perform after the competition ended, sweet!

The third day was the day of examination,boy i was so nervous!! When it was my turn i almost wet my pants XD but i survived the test, after everyone finished thier tests,we 'checked-out' of school and went for more shopping. But, we got so tired that we decided to go to my friend's place(Likas Square) to watch some movies.

Oh ya, we had a little arguement after the test,I will mention about it next time...

After all that excitement, we came back to Sandakan...T_T..all of us are going to miss the few day being together...

I look so fat!!! ARGH!!!

Im back!

LOL! im back from my examination/vacation in KK~ i will post something abt my vacation into my blog. So,stay tuned!

Happy birthday SWEETSSS!

Happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday to sweetsss,happy birthday to you!

Wish you early happy birthday cause I'm nota round on 23th~26th. Stay healthy and stay cute!

Happy holidays

Happy holidays guys!Im going to kk tml. So i won't be blogging for few days..Peace to y'all..=p

My maid

hi there, here's a picture of my maid...XD

Ok back to the story.She's the woman that worked for my house for more than 19 years.She's kind actually.But as the days grew,she got older,and bossier...== Really de,she now dare to boss my mom around,but my mom will not tolerate this.Once i saw them argue and my mom cried..omg!!

Recently,she went to the clinic to get her blood pressure checked,and she was shcked!! She has high blood pressure.She started to change her eating habit.She cooked emals seperately from us.

This is sweet and sour pork with the needed ingredients...

this is her's only without cooking it with sugar...

and she's have been cooking the same type of vegetable for continously three days,two meal each day..

puking already...

But..today i was in for a treat!! She cooked something for me that i don't usually eat because it's easy to cook and she wanted to watch her korean drama series...

The one on the left is the meal she cooked and the one on the right is the korean series she's watching...

Last but not least, she keeps burning those dry leafs.I ordered her to extinguish the fire immediately because the smoke is killing me,yet,she didn't bother.I got so furious that i took the hose and extinguish it myself.Few days later,she continued burning stuff again..man!!What's wrong with her??

2nd day of my holiday.....

Yo!Spent half of my day in school,that was F-U-N! After more being-bothered in class during ad math lesson,i waited for my friend to have lunch with me.It was noon that time.A few girls,the guy bothering me and I were having loads of fun!First the girls keep pushing me,they think that was fun==,i got a little bit high and i pushed one of them back.That got more of thier attention...they ambushed me!!!They chased me round the LCCI building.....weeeeeeeeeee~My ashma was coming and i slowed down.One girl keeps hitting me with her THICK ad maths text book,while the other keeps poking my body..ouch....They really have some issues..anyway....after that FUN-fest, my friend saved me from my 'misery' and we went to lunch...phew~

After lunch,three of my friends and I went back to school to tidy up our music room,and i HEARD Mr.A teaching in the next classroom.Got soooo high that I made a lot of noise while tidying..lol!That was really gay!

Bothered..

Happy holidays guys! Hope you guys spend your holidays wisely,especially for those sitting for PMR=="Anyway, i'm forced to go back to school to have extra lesson on our ad maths.

Everything was fine during class,i just have to stay for 2 hours than class is over.Yet,i find it very hard to concentrate,because SOMEBODY keeps bothering me.Not just once or twice,but CONTINUOSLY! First he keeps pulling my chair,then he pulls my hair.Worst,he even took a marker pan and drew my neck! Argh!!Could he get anymore annoying??

After class is finished....we ended up laughing together....WEIRD!!!

Open day and the feast

Nothing unusual happened on open day.It's just a day where the school is opened for the public to visit.I met a few old friends of mine.And it was shocking when i had to use english to introduce the instruments in chinese orchestra to a bunch of ladies,who speaks nothing but english(of course they're chinese),but it happens that i know one of the ladies...everything turned out OK on open day,despite the fact that my frying pan went on fire in the chemistry lab when i was explaining in the chinese orchestra section...=D

Ah..the feast.This marks the final point of my performances in August.I finally get to have a good rest from all those performances.But...we're last in show!!Argh!! I gotta wait from 5.30pm till 9pm something before going on stage..i got so tired and sleepy that i hadn't got the energy to play the drums...still..i enjoyed taking pics with my friends while waiting for our turn..lol!!And finally...all's well that ends well..i finally get to rest..

YY night ii

hah..continue on yy night,after the whole performance,actors,actress and behind-the-scene-workers are needed for the farewell ceremony and at that moment the xylophone broke into pieces(of course it can be rebuilt).So me and my friend started rebuilding,it shouldn't take long anyway,but a teacher keeps complaining that we're blocking the way.WTF?Everyone seems to be moving smoothly! I got so furious that i stomped the stage hard and started breaking the instrument back into pieces again and place it on a table.I even scolded the f-word in front of her..that kinda calmed me down..and i continued gaying around..LOL!(more pics in my friendster)

the xylophone that i was talking about..

After the night ended and more gaying around...lol...me and my other friend were waiting for the car to arrive.Then i saw a bunch of junior 1 students passing by and overheard they said,"Ui,want go pub onot?He already go loh."I don't mention the 'he',well cause the he is also a junior 1 student and was once my primary school friend..haiz...now he became one of the gangsters..From what i heard,he even started smoking.But i hoped that isn't true...

YY night

Haiz...can't believe yy night is finally over.More haiz...got so high i didn't even thought about purposing to her..oh well!!Anyway,i met some of my frens that night.One of my frens and i saw what we hated while waiting for the others to come...groupies.Not just any groupies,the groupies that thinks that they look so cool,they are more supreme and stuffs like that plus they even judge others by appearance.Lame shit man! You people just come for yy night to do this kinda lame crap??And the audience..wah soooo noisy.i was playing my instrument on stage and i can hear the people chatting..but still,i have fun with my friend.Too bad he gone out with his other friends to have something to eat,which turn out the way they didn't want to...=p I got so high about the performance that i started 'gaying' around..swt...

that's me gaying around ...

my friend played along....

Me and my percussion group leader..

p.s:Tell you guys more about yy night and open day on the next blog..

tiring day...

Damn! What a tiring day!!! 7.20am sch starts...after assembly at 8.30am,directly went to finish off the presentation on OPEN DAY till 12.40pm.Hurray,school's over...then the unexpected happened...PRACTICE!! SOB!!!1.oopm till 5.30pm man!! OMFG!! My back hurt more!!But all those practice might just worth it,because...tomorrow will be one of the biggest night in Sandakan!! Yu Yuan Night rocks!! Oh ya..just to let you people who's going to yy nite know,after the chinese orchestra performance,there will a play.You just gotta watch it!! I gave 10 marks out of 10..

More about my teacher, Mr A

lol,here's one thing more about my favourite teacher,Mr A~One day he was explaining the definition of newton's laws.And he said,"Ok,about newton,don't tell me that he's the person who found out gravity when he was hit by an apple on the head while sitting under an apple tree....(bla bla bla)....If it weren't for newton,we will not be listening to that stupid Mr A talk about newton's law..." Not many people got what he was saying because he was talking a little too fast...I laughed abit and said,"Wow,that's so true!"He totally went silent and stared at me and said,"Anson,i hoped that you were joking.." and he continued his lesson.He then drew a diagram and asked whether anyone could solve the question on the board.Noone answered.he walker around the class for awhile and he said,"How about you Anson?My BEST student?(few moment of silence)You know what,i am really mad about what u said just now anson." I nodded,not saying anything cause too lazy to argue..he continued,"Just because you are nodding doesn't mean that you're sorry!" WTH....He lost his temper just because i told a lousy joke?? Man...

Still,Mr A is not that bad all the times.After all, he's the only teacher who teaches that particular subject.And he's quite funny.Sometimes when he was teaching in class he would crack up a joke to lighten up the class. He's also quite free actually. He let the student talk and give opinion most of the time. He also uses ways to make us understand more about the thing that he is teaching.. HEY,he's not all that bad...

Conductors

LOL...something just happened between the conductor and my friend in the orchestra this afternoon at school..i dont know what should do with him...

Ok,it all started at school,we were having practice after the rehearsal for the Yu Yuan Night(school aniversary/yearly performance) and my friend is playing the cymbals.Then when we a song,and the conductor keeps complaining my friend not to play the cymbals faster then the tempo. Actually,my friend is playing the right tempo but the echo is too big in the hall so the conductor heard him wrongly.After being complaint by the conductor,he just lost his temper and doesn't play the cymbals the way he used to(too hard to explain).

lol...Don't let the conductor/anyone get to you...eventhough the conductor is the head of the orchestra,this doesn't mean that he has total control over you.Music is free.Use your own way to make the music sound nice. The conductor is responsible for keeping the orchestra in the right tempo and in the right order.You're the one playing the instrument,don't let the instrument be you.

School aniversary

Yeah^^ School 45th aniversary celebration arriving soon.We have yu yuan night and open day....Can't wait for them to arrive...YEA RIGHT! How i wish i could end A.S.A.P! And guess what? I get to do chemistry and chinese orchestra(C.O) exhibition on open day..it's by far out the lamest thing ever!

Don't even get me started on open day! Chinese orchestra exhibition is featuring the history of chinese orchestra in our school and bla bla bla those kind of things.And woopee i got him(Don't even what to mention his name)as a partner.Wow,he is like soooo helpful...always dump most of the hard work to me! And until now(5 days before open day) we still haven't manage to finish our things,maybe mainly is because the fact that he finally wanted to finish everything by this week before open day! WTF!

Oh,and chemistry,i'm just loving it..seriously...all those experiments..lol..once gone BOOM!!!My group leader got so stressed out that he just got sick(poor him)...And speaking of group,two members in the group i also don't know what they do de...they join in the group then like do nothing before!Eventhough i busy more in C.O but i really cared about what's happening in chemistry...so dont get me wrong...I rather go chemistry instead of chinese orchestra on open day!!Argh!!


Maybe i'm just complaining too much..cause well,of course this kind of event(open day) only happens once in 5 years.You can only get as much as two times in your life time..Oh well..Please let open day end quickly!!But not yu yuan night...no...i wish that night wouldn't end..all those performances and the people we ge to meet..

Being specific

What's wrong with being specific?Sure i may be too specific SOMETIMES,but i just want people to get what i'm saying.For instance,if i suddenly come up to you and said something like 'damn it' and then just walked away.If you know me well or know what's going on then you will know what i'm damning about.But what if you're just passing-by?I will certainly get misunderstood,and i don't like being misunderstood.

Anyway,the reason i want to be more specific is because of my mother.My mother always ordered me to help her take something like,'Anson go upstairs and fetch me my glasses.'I always find this very annoying.Not that she's ordering me to find stuff annoying,it's annoying that she's not specific enuf.MOSTLY i failed to get it for her and she just scold me again and blah blah blah...Then i just tell her everytime that she's just not specific enuf,then she's just got silent and got back to the thing she's doing...

Well,being specific or not,try to use a way to convey your message to let everyone understand what you are trying to say.

Virginity

I don't know why but i don't like my friends of my age to lose their virginity...i have a friend who's already lost hers...and recently,my friend,which is a girl,is a dating AGAIN(seriously,she's a dating maniac,well,mainly she's hot!),and something tells me she also has lost her virginity.

In many parts of the world,it's very hard to find a single SCHOOL without students losing their virginity.What's the point of having SEX when you're underaged?Is this fun?It's quite pathetic!Why dont u people just do something positive?If u really want to have sex or feeling horny,go MASTURBATE!At least masturbating won't let u get HIV.Even when you use condoms,you might get someone pregnant(of course when the condoms are faulty).Are you going to take that chance of being a father or a mother at this young age?Are you going to risk your future?

It's best u have sex after u get married,but since sex is common before marriage,try to control yourself until you are not underaged,then you can have all the sex you want.So,wait for your turn.

The reason i changed my blog address

I think i owe you guys some explaination,you see the reason i changed it is because the person that's not suppose to find out this blog discovered it and read them...I went to a vervous breakdown andquickly changed the address,cause some of the blogs are about him and his friends(usually this means they are all nasty things).Oh well,THANK GOD BLOOGER.COM CAN CHANGE THE BLOG ADDRESS!!!HALLELUJAH!!

Our lovely country

Ah,Malaysia.Many people admire our country for it's peacefulness,for it's harmony between different races,for it's variety of different culture,for it's avoidance from natural disasters such as earthquake,hurricane and volcanos.Yet,that's just the surface of everything.They neglected those small details happening inside the country.


I'll just use a few examples,the government always emphasize on moral value.We have moral class in school while the malays get 'pendidikan agama'(i dont know how to type it in english).Yet,we still have sosial problems happening in our country such as (i'll use malay words for the examples)rogol,ragut,rompak,mat rempit,drug addict,etc...And most of them are malays(true there are also chinese and indians).If malays are so loyal to thier Allah,why do they comit these crimes?I believe Allah,Buddha and Jesus wanted human to do good things instead of evil,still we see evil rampant throughout the world.

Take my hometown for example.At first i thought it was more peaceful than the other town or city in our country.But as i get older,i witnessed a lot of things that my mom usually cover my eyes when i see them.I see students smoking(still wearing their school uniform),students fightning,students robbing,students joining gangsters,even students addicting in drugs.It may look normal to you,but for me,i think it's not.I mean,what the hell?Can't students just be,well,more well-behaved?All adults with problems start develope these problems from their teenagerhood.They might think is fad or cool,yet they don't know that they're ruining their own future!

I believe if these so called CITIZENS can change from their wrong-doing,Malaysia will truly take a ONE-STEP-FORWARD into being to most admirable country in the world.Why do i say that??Well,take a look, when we say modern life of Malaysia,all we mention is Kuala Lumpur,we dont hear often hear people saying KotaKinabalu or somewhere else...erm..where was I again???Oh carp..i forgot what i wanted to say..oh well..i'll edit it as soon as i think of something...

Freaking out~

Ha!Today i finally met her(the girl i mentioned in 'love is in the air,or is it?').At first i told myself to stay calm and act natural. But when she turned up,i went completely gaga..i stared at her for awhile then i started to force me mouth to say something..omg!!Freaking nervous!In the end everything went fine and we are looking forward to meet each other during my school 45th aniversary performance-Yu Yuan night-.Can't wait for that day to come!! Cause i'm performing that night!

What just happened??

What a strange day it was.I suddenly made my friend sad...Before i go on with the story,let me tell you something about myself...

I am a chinese orchestra drum player.By last year october i started learning a new instrument called 'yang qin' or chinese dulcimer(if u haf no idea how it looks like,kindly search the web).The reason i started learning this instrument because my friend,Gwen(fake name used) influented me in learning it.And the main character of this blog is her-Gwen.

Gwen is the best friend/teacher(she graduated last year and now work as a temporary clerk in school)/percussion group leader of mine.Me and another friend of mine always protected her as if she's our sister.Three of us are best pals ever.

Just this afternoon,when we were having our weekly practice in chinses orchestra, there was an empty seat in the yang qin section,since i have no instruments during that song,i beg Gwen to let me play the yang qin.She forbids me and then i called her 'bat po'(of course i was only playing with her),but she just turn her face to the other direction and stopped facing me..this is when i knew that something is wrong. But after i learnt to play yang qin,i always do this to her(except for calling her bat po).I was totally worried,so i send smses to apologize.

In her message,she told me that she's not mad at me because i called her bat po,it's just she's sad because her friend(me) changed.Those words struck me.What just happened? I don't know.But about the changing,that confuses me. When did i change?How did i change? How should i make her not mad at me again??AHH!!!Anyone please help me!!

Welcome to my blog

Ha!This was suppose to be my first blog to be post...yet,i think i kinda forgot to post it..oh well...Do enjoy reading my blog that's about things happening in my life and my opinions on certain things...

Updates are random here in my blog,usually when i feel like posting blog then i will erm..well... post them(duh)...Have fun reading them,and have a good day.

Love is in the air,or is it?

(I'm talking about love between younger generations,mostly students)

Ah..love...you heard of it,you seen it,you might even experienced it.Yet,do you even know what does love even means?According to oxford dictionary,lvoe is a strong feeling of deep affection for somebody or something,especially a member of your family or FRIENDS.NO,i'm not talking about this meaning,i'm talking about the other meaning,the meaning from your own heart.

We always see pairs of couple forming and breaking oftenly.They form a couple because they find that both of them have the same interest,same personality and they wanted to experience the true meaning of loving others or worst,just for SEX.Yet,as typical youngsters,they tend to get bored with each other and sooner or later and they finally broke up.This is what we call puppy-love,or 3-minutes warmth(translate it to chinese).

Some of the broke up couples thinks that breaking up is a good chance of meeting a new partner.But some may take this matter seriously,they might havea cry-fest(btw very annoying if too long) or undergo depression.This is the time for them to think about what have they done or where have they gone wrong and stuff like that.

For me,well,after what happened last year(for those who doesn't know what happened,please read 'Betrayal') ,i learnt that love must be taken seriously.Yet,i couldn't explain why,i suddenly had that feeling again...for4 years,i never have had that feeling...(primary six till senior one).I tried to focus myself on my school works,yet i keep thinking about her...am I getting mad??!?!

PS: The reason i dont want to have a girlfriend is because i know that one day we will break up and i dont want to end up losing her as a girlfriend as well as a normal friend...

Show-offs

Damn it,another show-off!I'm not insulting show-offers out there,and don't get me wrong,I"M NOT JEALOUS!

Well,it's quite pathetic to show-off.If you really got what it takes,then don't worry,you don't need to show it off,because people will naturally know what you're capable of!-Trust me-You don't purposely show everyone what you know.Wait for the right chance and moment and suprisingly let people know you can do.Everyone has thier own time to shine!

Remeber,not many people likes show-offers.LIke i said before,it's pathetic.Come to think of it,I am insulting them.LMAO!

Is crying a crime?

"I detest guys who cries,"this is one of my friend,s famous quotes.I'm not afraid ofcrying actually.You can call me emo or sissy(BUT NOT GAY!).It's ok.I dont mind.Cause,naturally.WHO CARES?But I gotta make one thing clear..CRYING IS NOT A CRIME!

A girl is crying,you pity and comfort her.When a boy cries, you think it's disgusting and totally retarted.What the hell is the matter with you people?Aren't boys human beings too?!Humans have emotions as well as feelings!So what?! Just because boys are different from girls doesn't mean boys are not allowed to CRY!Crying can reduce stress.After a good round of crying,who can think more positively(it's true)....

....Oh man...i think im contradicting with myself. When i meant crying,i meant cry for just a short while,not like crying for more than an hour something like that.Even when girls cry for a long time,it's gets quite annoying!All that sobbing and weeping,get a life will you?

Cry when you really can't take it anymore.Cry when you are so damn depressed.Cry when you lost something or someone important in life.Don't cry for no reason!!

Teachers

Teachers.They are the people who will be with you whenever you are in school.They sometimes give you counselling;they give you guidance in life;they even share thier own experiences with you.You may find this kind of teachers easy to get along.

BUT,teachers here in my hometown are a different story.Take my 'favourite' teacher,Mr A for example.I don't know about you guys but he seems to detest me.I kinda 'broke-the-record' becuase I'm the student whom mostly got 'praised' by him, and not even for a good reason.For example,the first time he praised me was when i fell asleep in class. I don't blame him cause i was too sick to even argue with him;second time was when i was looking desperately for his note book cause he started class without me,THEN he praised me again for not being attentive in class.And recently, he called us to stop writting notes and listen to him explain on the white board. Ok,fine,I stopped and watched him explain. Then,out of the silence(of course he's explaining,LOUDLY),he deliberately asked me whether i agree on what he is explaining.Probably he thinks that i'm dozing of again...My eyes are staring at him and he thinks I'm dreaming?!?! WTF!!Does this suck or what??

Of course,not all teachers here are like this.Some might look stern,yet they are friendly and get along easily.Some looked friendly yet they are the suckiest thing in the world.But,Mr A did taught me a little lesson on tolerance(trust me,i became more tolerable whenever i get scold by him,still i still show dissatisfaction behind his back)...

Actually..this is just part of a student's life.Sure you might be a student who's never been scolded by a teacher before,but hey,these so called TEACHERS will retire anyway.But what the heck,you jsut have to face them for ONLY a FEW YEARS.Don't sweat it,they'll be out of the way before you even know it.

PS:Please dont mntion this in school or I'll be F-I-N-I-S-H-E-D!

Betrayal

Have you ever been betrayed by the people who trusted most? How does it feel? It feels good right?? LMAO! Well that feels sucks! And here's my story that I want to share with you people out there.

It all happened last year(2006).It was the best year of my life(so i have thought).I was kinda "accused" of being gay!I mean wtf?! One day I was finaly getting to fit into the crowd(students of course),then the other day one my friend started to avoid me.I asked him why he's avoiding me and he just told me to get lost. Few days later i found out that SOMEBODY(btw i don't noe who) said that I fell in love with him.

That's the story.JUST because i was enthutiastic to him doesn't mean I'm GAY! After this incident, my whole life totally changed. I become depressed. I don't like socializing. I can't trust anyone ever again.I had become a social outcast.This incident definently left an emotional scar.

But,it's not all that bad.This not-that-little incident made me more independant.It made me know more about human behaviour.It taught me a lesson of not trusting one easily.

This year(2007),as i stepped into my new classroom(senior one),i wanted to make a difference.I'm tired of avoiding socializing. It sucks big time. So i started making friends again.Eventhough now some still call me faggot,gay or even sissy,but hey, this is life. WHO CARES??

Oh ya,I also wanted to thank the person who ACCUSED me.He kinda made me stronger and independant in life.I will always be ready for another 'encounter' like this.