Thursday, August 9, 2007

Betrayal

Have you ever been betrayed by the people who trusted most? How does it feel? It feels good right?? LMAO! Well that feels sucks! And here's my story that I want to share with you people out there.

It all happened last year(2006).It was the best year of my life(so i have thought).I was kinda "accused" of being gay!I mean wtf?! One day I was finaly getting to fit into the crowd(students of course),then the other day one my friend started to avoid me.I asked him why he's avoiding me and he just told me to get lost. Few days later i found out that SOMEBODY(btw i don't noe who) said that I fell in love with him.

That's the story.JUST because i was enthutiastic to him doesn't mean I'm GAY! After this incident, my whole life totally changed. I become depressed. I don't like socializing. I can't trust anyone ever again.I had become a social outcast.This incident definently left an emotional scar.

But,it's not all that bad.This not-that-little incident made me more independant.It made me know more about human behaviour.It taught me a lesson of not trusting one easily.

This year(2007),as i stepped into my new classroom(senior one),i wanted to make a difference.I'm tired of avoiding socializing. It sucks big time. So i started making friends again.Eventhough now some still call me faggot,gay or even sissy,but hey, this is life. WHO CARES??

Oh ya,I also wanted to thank the person who ACCUSED me.He kinda made me stronger and independant in life.I will always be ready for another 'encounter' like this.

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