It hurts...

Well... it was finally 3.10pm, which means school's over! I followed Avelin to a little shop next to Zakaria( Indian food restaurant) . Meet up with Melanie and she wanted me to help her collect the roti canai for her cause she's in a hurry to tuition. So ok...Avelin and I were waiting for the canai when, a bunch of boys entered the restaurant, long-pants and short-pants.... and this is what i saw...

Well, that bunch of boys got seated and what caught my attention was, a short pants boy, probably still a junior, asking for something from the indian guy sitting at the counter... the counter guy kinda shook his head and...the boy walked away looking for something...in his hand..held a cigarette...yes ladies and gentlemen, a cigarette...and an old Malay guy saw the boy is in need and borrow a ligther... the short pants boy scurry back to the pack...

I really got bad tempered when i see this scene... It really hurts... as students.... why must students get bad influenced by the outside world? It's wrong! Smoking, drug addiction, fighting, forming gangs, becoming gangsters...WHY!? Do they think that these things are somewhat cool? I dont think so...who's it to blame? I dont know.. Parents? Teachers? Friends? School? Life? It's a big possibility...

I told Avelin how i felt and she told me to get used to it, i really lost it and bellowed ," Get used to it? HOW? He's younger than us and will always be, i cant stand to see our juniors rot like this!"

I couldnt think of an ending...I just hope that kids nowadays could just lead a safer, happier, healthier, and a positive life style... Good night...=)

Taiwanese

Ooo...this is special...there was a fuss about taiwanese visiting our school on Monday... and i was like really excited... At first i thought they're coming here to study..but in the end they're just here for visiting our school and stuffs... two girls entered our classs, one is 18, studying Unisty primary one, another one aged 17, senior 2. Both are quite open-minded...they like to talk..XD

I think..

Am i thinking too much? it has been 2 years from now...we hardly speak to each other anymore...we're once friends, i cant guarantee we're good friends at least we had good laughs together, but that was long ago, right now, it's like we're total strangers, he keeps avoiding me like I'm gonna eat him, or maybe he's not avoiding me and I'm just thinking too much? It's really confusing, just wished that it never happened, and we're still friends...

*Something deep down inside my heart...maybe people has been thinking that im gay or something so he might be avoiding me..but im not gay! I really wish that the world would stop thinking that im gay! I may look OK when others call me gay or faggot but seriously, i feel annoyed, irritated and not to mention sick of it...*

"I AM WHO I AM! GET USED TO IT!"

PS: lame ending..i couldnt think of anything...

It has been awhile....

It has been awhile since i turn on my computer, it has been awhile since i checked my emails..It has been awhile since i sign in MSN, it has been awhile for me to blog...because of the freaking line...IT REALLY HAS BEEN AWHILE!

Alot had happened since my last log in into the online world... Getting pissed off are the usual one, the unusual ones? Joinng the marching team and not to mention getting sick...

Miracle, it really is, to think that my mom let me join the marching team for sports day,it wasn't easy though, her reason for not letting me join? " I DONT WANT YOUR skin TO GET DARKER" Sure, one of my biggest regrets in life is getting my skin tanned like shit, but i will also regret if I dont join marching since I might be spending my last years in Yu Yuan.... In the end, it was day one of marching practice...and what really dissappoints me is that... a certain someone who's like been avoiding me since 2 years ago still avoids me even though the "THING" passed for 2 years from now...sad? No...just dissappointed..kinda...

I will definitely remember this day, it was tuesday, January the 22nd, after marching practice, it's tuition at night in Judy's, and, for some reason, I had one of the worst menstrual ever, i was in the worst mood in my entire life, plus that time i was really hoping that that certain "SOMEBODY" wont show up in tuition cause I DONT WANNA EVEN LISTEN TO HIS VOICE! THAT FUCKING "SOMEBODY" HAD BEEN PISSING ME OFF LONG ENOUGH , EVEN DAY ONE OF FORM 5 HE PISSES ME OFF. BULL SHIT! HE HAS NO IDEA HOW MUCH WANNA KILL HIM!

Eventually...i got sick...i know my body wasnt feeling well, plus i went marching and got all the pissing off at night, it's a miracle that i wouldnt fall sick, second day i went to school and my friends in tuition last night was asking me why im so pissed blah blah blah...explain to them and they cant even believe it, cause they always thought that the FUCKTARD and I are really good friends...

Well, of course i will hate the fucktard just temporarily, i just have to ease my mind for a little....

2nd yang qin song

Yay! It's finally done! Another yang qin video fo mine, I really really wished that I havent done the OBVIOUS mistakes! WEll enjoy!

To Zanarkand

Well... this music is like so famous cause most of the people that i know that plays the piano knows this song...I heard it from Jordan's blog and from my firneds phone and I was really touched.... So here i am surfing you tue for random videos and I suddenly encounter this video that im gonna show you... It's also 'To Zanarkand' only it's played by yang qin... First thought that came to my mine, how i wish i got the papers for this song....T-T

Well, I will try my best to search for this song, and please, do enjoy this video eventhough the guy in this video played few wrong tunes....=.=

Sai Ma

Well, first of all, it's an impromptu video shoot, so it's not that good. The purpose for uploading this video is because i need to embed it in my blog.

Featuring Binn, er hu player, Me, yang qin player, Phui, camera girl and Howard, audience...

Enjoy!

ps: Sorry if we're out of tune.

First day of school

Heh, was gonna post this right after school but i kinda limited myself fr online-ing lesser this year, SPM dude..cant help it...

Wow,first day of school was greeting by rain, HEAVY one! I stepped into school as a Senior 2 student, i felt so proud,i finally made it! I was greeted by Simon who was on guard as a prefect at school. I saw anita and i was like wth? Sorry anita for being so rude for saying that on the first day of school..lolssssss... Walked into class and was like, was...so crowded man...=.=...and I tot i was early...

And.....the moment of truth...our form teacher who walked into class is........=__=...MISS JUDY KWAN!!!!!!! everyone gasped! XD (FYI She's the english educated teacher whom i think teaches good chemistry and speak fluent english) Though everyone hoped that it was someone else as the form teacher. She gave a lecture bla bla bla, let us choose our own class committee..and so on...and it's recess time! YAY~!

Every year, on the first day of school, each societies in our school will do some introduction of ourself in the school hall for the little fellows in form 1, and i got part of the introduction! YAY~! I even get to play my favourite instruments- drums and yang qin! more YAY! Our section was crowded and i was like really excited, even got so high i sang with Fenny to BInn and Phui...lols...

BTW! Fenny is officially a senior! Grats! But im still your senior fenny, call me senpai~ XD

Cheers everyone~