It has been awhile....

It has been awhile since i turn on my computer, it has been awhile since i checked my emails..It has been awhile since i sign in MSN, it has been awhile for me to blog...because of the freaking line...IT REALLY HAS BEEN AWHILE!

Alot had happened since my last log in into the online world... Getting pissed off are the usual one, the unusual ones? Joinng the marching team and not to mention getting sick...

Miracle, it really is, to think that my mom let me join the marching team for sports day,it wasn't easy though, her reason for not letting me join? " I DONT WANT YOUR skin TO GET DARKER" Sure, one of my biggest regrets in life is getting my skin tanned like shit, but i will also regret if I dont join marching since I might be spending my last years in Yu Yuan.... In the end, it was day one of marching practice...and what really dissappoints me is that... a certain someone who's like been avoiding me since 2 years ago still avoids me even though the "THING" passed for 2 years from now...sad? No...just dissappointed..kinda...

I will definitely remember this day, it was tuesday, January the 22nd, after marching practice, it's tuition at night in Judy's, and, for some reason, I had one of the worst menstrual ever, i was in the worst mood in my entire life, plus that time i was really hoping that that certain "SOMEBODY" wont show up in tuition cause I DONT WANNA EVEN LISTEN TO HIS VOICE! THAT FUCKING "SOMEBODY" HAD BEEN PISSING ME OFF LONG ENOUGH , EVEN DAY ONE OF FORM 5 HE PISSES ME OFF. BULL SHIT! HE HAS NO IDEA HOW MUCH WANNA KILL HIM!

Eventually...i got sick...i know my body wasnt feeling well, plus i went marching and got all the pissing off at night, it's a miracle that i wouldnt fall sick, second day i went to school and my friends in tuition last night was asking me why im so pissed blah blah blah...explain to them and they cant even believe it, cause they always thought that the FUCKTARD and I are really good friends...

Well, of course i will hate the fucktard just temporarily, i just have to ease my mind for a little....