I'm starting to get worried about my future...maybe it's because my dad and I finally had 'the talk' and since then I keep worrying about my future.. Until now I still cant decide whether to stay for UEC or quickly go to 'A' level... So worried that I've been in the downcast for quite awhile.. I've I leave now, I won't waste a year studying for UEC cause the course that I'm interested in does not require UEC, but I do leave, there's one thing that i couldn't let go... ORCHESTRA... I couldn't bare to see our little percussionist on thier own yet, there's so many things they haven't learnt yet... and the oldest amongst them are only JUNIOR 2 this year! And Ho Phui Phui mentioned about conducting work and if I leave after this year we have to find a new conductor and train him/her fast!
Sometimes, I just wish time would go slower and let me think clearly, and not to mention prepare SPM... Jonathan was always right... It's not too late to act now...
Even my horoscope(capricorn) for today...20th of Febuary... said that I've have to put some effort consider about my future and not about who will i have fun with today or anyday... weird huh?
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