Last post of year 2007

Wow, it's already last day of year 2007...and yet im celebrating it all alone at home...everyone went out except me...i locked all the doors...turned on the air conditioner, sat down, looked out the window, dog's howling and barking and I started blogging....

I've been thinking for awhile...how was year 2007? For me, bunch of stuffs happened...goods and bads...I'm just glad that I enjoyed this year more than last year...Last year was really the worst year of my life...all those stuff really changed me...And looking back now, it's already the last day of year 2007, I'm still ugly and single...=D

My 2007....first of all, i would wanna say thank you to everyone whom i know and whom happened to walk by my life, some of you accompanied me in my path of life, i'm eternally grateful, i even made peace with one of the three persons who hated me, that really took time, and yet, it was really unexpected...now, i'm left with two persons hating me....=D Secondly, i would like to thank you, yes you, the one reading this passage right now, lols.

Your 2007, I wonder how was your 2007, hope it's enjoyable for you.

Our 2007, it's visit Malaysia year, it's Yu Yuan's 45th anniversary, Sung Siew's 100th anniversary, and most mportantly, it's my 16th year that i've been alive... really glad that we past year 2007 together, through the ups and downs.

I'm finally 16, still single(yes i mentioned about it from the start), and the thing that really bothers me is, why does people think that I'm gay, i mean seriously, it's been a year and damn i still think it's annoying.I may look like one but sorry to dissapoint you, I'm not! Tomorrow will be year 2008, i really wish they could just forget it.

Year 2007, made lots of memories together with my friends, mainly Fenny, Shi Binn, Phui, Pig . Not to forget, Chiam Yen Ting,Kai Lun,Phoebe, Lee Yun Ying, Anita, Heng Yi Wei,Elaine, Robin, Bernice, Robert, Bren, Kenneth,Cathz, Jaja, Nicholas, Eugene, Peggy, etc...

To the people sitting for SPM next year(including me), good luck!

To Robert, Cathz, Jaja, Bren, Kenneth, and Robin, I always think that you guys are cool! Cheers!

To Fenny, Shi Binn, Phui, Pig, Chiam Yen Ting, Kai Lun, Elaine, i'm glad that we past time together in chinese orchestra, enjoyed every moment with you guys, and fenny, shi binn and phui, lols to you guys!

To Anita and Heng Yi Wei ; Eugene and Peggy, you guys are the cutest couples i've known. And anita, i'll take good care of Heng, you can count on it!

To Bernice and Lee Yun Ying, you guys are pretty, good luck with your lives and your bfs. Let the spark flies on year 2008.

To Pig, good luck with your studies in KL!

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS!

The Sims 2

This holiday, the sims 2 has become part of my life!! I've been playing a few families and I wanna shows u guys some in games video that i took. First is the spouse family. Featuring Derrick and Anita.

After much love and caring, the child grew into a kid...

But in the growing process, Anita and the rest of the family met an accident due to the carelessness of the repairman....it all happened with just a spark..

To be continued...

Christmas outing!!

Swt, if we say Christmas outing, it should me 25th right? Due to some problems, we went out on the 26th!! XD. But we still celebrated like christmas... We exchanged gift, had a rousy good time drinking and chatting in 'Jessleton Coffee'...though we didnt sing carols and we forgot to take pictures!!! *roar*

Binn, Phui and I three wore the new outfits we bought that day on the 24th, and boy we look stuning!! At first, it was still 7pm++, i called everyone to accompany me to toy store cause i forgot to buy a christmas present to exchange later. And deliberately called phui to go in with me and let her see that the hippo was sold,(i bought it early that afternoon and planned to give her later as a surprise), she looked dissapointed and i bought a stuffed girrafe..

After a sometimes drinking and chatting, we finally exchanged gifts! Phui was delighted to see the hippo that i gave her, too bad...no tears! I got milk candies from phui, a GATSBY hairgel and a pencil holder from Fenny, and a decorative ornament from Elaine, Thank you!!

Mk tagged along that night, and he, along with Fenny didn't had dinner, so at 9pm++, we all walked to Ultimate, Phui and I accompanied Mk for dinner, while the rest went for pool upstairs. Phui and Mk were chatting about something that I didnt really want to hear. I kept insisting that i should leave hem both chatting while i go pool but they insisted that i should stay. Not long i couldnt stand it anymore, they were talking about something from the past(last year) and i really hated last year so i left the table and went for pool. Hitted all the balls very hard to release my hatred. I calmed down.

And the christmas outing ended...

Christmas Eve..a.k.a..My Birthday

Well, it was finally 24th of December, waited for the whole year just for that day. Somehow, time passed pretty quickly, I'm already 16... Did i feel any changes? Well, abit i guess, both physical and mental.

But this year's birthday was quite special, cause I celebrated in Sandakan, which is by most mean RARE! Cause every year end i would be on a vacation then I would celebrate my birthday somewhere else... Almost something like Cathz's case...=D

At first I was really expecting something to happen, like parents waking me up and wished me happy birthday and stuff, but hey, they're my parents they wont do this kinda stuff. Woke up by myself, and just remembered...my dad's still in KL...he's coming back today, turn on my handphone and received only one birthday greeting since 12am and no other. Haiz.. was not dissapointed though. Took a bath and got changed into something casual and went yum cha with my mother. At least she remembers and asked me what did I want. I told her that later when i go shopping i would take back how much money i used from her.

Went to school at 12pm, the appointed time, but Phui was late..=.=..She said she wanted to go buy something with her family...Ok...so i waited for half an hour... Bren kinda saw me sitting behind the LCCI building and she gave me a call. Asked me why I'm sitting there and not to mention greeted me Happy Birthday! Thank you Bren! After that, my phone is starting to get busy receiving birthday greetings. Thank you guys!

Finally...Phui arrive...and omfg...what the hell is Phui wearing? BIG CONTRAST with the casual wear im wearing. She wore a red polka dotted shirt with jeans skirts, or something like that...oO... We finally went for the christmas eve shopping!I think we spent one hour and a half in that shop, and that was the only shop that we bought stuff. Choosing clothes wasnt easy. We were choosing a christmas present for Binn, we couldnt find the right shirt for him cause he's waaayyyyyy to skinny. Can't stand it, so we called him and it took him 20mins to walk there...you're slow Binn!! The fors hour was spent on Phui and I choosing clothes, the next half hour was spent on trying clothes on Binn. That was fun!!! Binn was like a doll and we kept trying clothes on him!! The shop owner laughed with us. At last, i bought two outfits, Phui bought one set and Binn bought THREE shirts! Phui and I paid for one of them while Binn paid for the rest.

After that, we went to indah for a walk, Binn went for his haircut, dumping me and Phui, so I've decided to go toy store to have a Look-See. Phui eel in love with a stuffed hippo. She begged me to buy it but I was dead broke!!! It costs RM19.90. Walked out of the store, took out my wallet and found there's RM50 left....sorry Phui! XD

We finally walked back to school at about 5pm, along the walk, Phui got wolf-whistled... XD

At night, the whole family and I attended somebody's wedding dinner. I got a little fever...couldn't concentate on the food....=.=...I got sicker when i heard my dad saying..."OMG! It's Anson's birthday today! I forgot!" *zadao*!!!

And my birthday ended jsut like that....

Well, for me, if people just remembered my birthday, i would be eternally grateful. Merry Christmas everybody! And a happy new year!

Outing (ii)

Since we went out on the 14th of December, everyone is still very high, and they wanted to go sing again! This time it's in the afternoon, cause they have a package or something. We sang for 3 hours!!!!! Two of Pig's friends tagged along that day. And, this outing is not just an ordinary outing, it's a farewell for Pig, cause he's going to study in KL next year. Cool! Same old same old, I didn't sing much....also those few songs, and spent most of the time taking pics with fenny and phui in the bathroom. But this time pig tagged along and we went over the orders! XD Dumping binn and pig's fren singing, we went to the bathroom. XD

Curious fenny...=.=

Crazy Phui...XD

The threesome group, a.k.a 'Confession Group'. XD

Fenny and I...in the girl's bathroom!

WTH im not ready!!!

God I got blocked....and saw the new guy? He's next to Fenny..

After that, we went to pizza for dinner. Yum! The waitress that served us that night was very polite! Gave me a very good impression. Then, we chatted joyfully, didnt care whether we were too loud, cause we're damn happy!

The night ended in the rain...again! Heavier this time...so the new guy drove...not pig..XD But we returned home with good moods. The rain didnt wash away our happiness.

Outing (i)

Finally!! Another post! I was dam lazy to post...and the line..dont even want to mention about it...=.=

14th December

Wow, first time i went karaoke..but before that, we went to Jesselton Coffe yum cha, then SOMEBODY came up with the idea of karaoke....I didn't sing much, manage to sing few S.H.E songs... cause i just know how to sing those songs... the whole night i spent time taking pictures. That's the fun part! People go to Encore for singing but i go there for taking pictures. Love it!

Since we took this picture, our bond got stronger.

They're busy singing...

...i'm busy taking pics! XD

And our group photo...taken in the male's bathroom...=.=

The night ended...in the heavy rain...=D

Unusual outing..oO

Hah, what a nice day it was. Really unforgettable. This day was really out of course.(The course means the boreness of the holidays). Even the day started unusual.

Morning. Dad woke me up and called me to wake my sister after my bath. Ok, after shower and changing clothes....my day started, with CAMWHORING! Suddenly felt like camwhoring and i got to say i'm quite satisfied and fed up by myself..ugh..=.=... Dad reminded me to wake my SISTER up. So ok, i went in to wake her, no response, dad was staring at me cause i didn't wake her up PROPERLY. God...went in her room, grabbed a pillow and HITTED that woman. She was whining and that makes me smile. =D Went downstairs and saw my mom. My good mood got flushed down the drains. I was using the new bag i bought from Singapore because it has a bigger compartment than my brown billabong bag. My mom said," WHY YOU USE NEW BAG HAH?" Damn pissed but i stayed calmed and said im gonna change back.

Dad gave me a ride to school. Before going toschool my mom changed my water bottle into another somewhat i think it's girly bottle. I complaint and she said,"WHY? TOO GIRLY FOR YA?" I did not answer but my dad said," YES!" I laughed.

After doing some binding work in school. Phui, Fenny and m lil' sister was there. Got bored that i accompanied Fenny and my sister to go see the UEC results. Not satisfying i guess...my lil' sister cried when she called her parents. Fenny was calm yet disapointed. Another tagged along when we went back to binding. Phui wanted to leave earlier so we left at 11.30am for lunch. NO IDEA WHERE TO GO!!! So we went to indah...I was glad they made that decision cause they were lazy to walk that they took the BUS! FYI! That was my first time riding a bus...=P. Only me and four girls. The girls were very NOISY! They even took me to QQ ice. And went gai gai for awhile in Kim Fung.

Fenny's dad gave me a ride home. Lol! We talked alot. And Fenny dad really is a good adult role model. He really gives good advice to youngsters like us. eg."Kids like our age are most vunerable....etc."

Overall, today is really a special day for me. Camwhored as a start, made my sister whine, pissed by mom, safed by dad. First time on bus and in QQ ice and was given advice by an adult. =D

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!

THAT'S IT! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! I'M DAMNED PISSED BY MY MOTHER AND GRANDMOTHER! MOM WILL ALWAYS SAY OR DO SOMETHING THAT PISSES ME OFF WHILE GRANDMA WILL ADD SOMETHING TO MAKE IT WORST!!

Just like this morning, I said 'NO' for the first time to my mom cause i didnt want to wash the car..FYI! I can do anything she want, just not washing the car. I hated it!!! And there she goes losing her temper, she even said,"When i look at you i'm going to explode!" FINE!! She gave me my curfew, i didnt gave any arguements cause i know i was wrong. BUT HELLO?! I JUST DIDNT WANT TO WASH THE CAR AND YOU WENT BALONY?!?! THIS SUCKS! JUST BECAUSE I SAID NO FOR THE FIRST TIME!?!?!? I got so pissed that i pumped the volume to the max and put on my earphone!

MOM always loves to exagerate, same goes to grandma...ugh...for example, i forgot to do something for few times, few times only! And my mom will say everytime!! ARGH!! and that grandma is just gonna say something to make it worst! DAMN IT!

I got so pissed this is the first time i curse so many times in my blog. DAMN!

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After much cursing and screaming and yelling inside my blog...i think..i finally calmed down......phew..=3

School Camp

On the 5th of December 2007, 5.00am, I woke up and found out it's raining...ugh...first day of camp and it's already raining? Could it get any worst?

First day of camp made me very pissed already. MK keep saying that he's bored to death that he wanna go home and he regretted joining camp...ugh...my good mood just flushed down the toilet..i came to think myself...sure, Ah Kwan was not there, her brother was not there either, Anita's not there, and the Senior 3s didn't enter camp either...which means less people to chat with during practice time..and incame bunch of form 1 kiddos... But that somehow didnt bother me, at least Chiam, Phoebe and MK was there. But even MK felt regretted...ugh..this is the worst....

But NO! After the teacher from KK came, it's not the same anymore! We get learn two new songs! And one of the song was the song that i listened and loved for life since Form 1! "HARVEST DRUM!!!" FYI...'Harvest Drum' was used in "Kung Fu Hustle" chasing scene below.

*We even played some water games, poor Chiam, she was the most splashed one cause most of the people keeps aiming her, and it's the one and only recreation we have for the 4days 3 nights camp(for pictures please visit http://profiles.friendster.com/cobbiewalker )...the rest is practice!! *

Back to the new song..it really sucked when we played it...maybe that' the fact that that was the second time we played that song. The first time was few months back. One time and it's history...ugh..=.=

The night of the performance was here already!! Apparently, MK survived this years camp, and it ended perfectly, eventhough the song still sucked a little bit, we're still glad that we even get to finish the whole song!! XD. And after that..it's CAMWHORE TIME!!(for pictures please visit http://profiles.friendster.com/cobbiewalker )

I picked three of my favourite pics we took that night.

This pic features Binn being pointed by Fenny(most left), ME!!!!(middle) and Phui(right)

YYCO percussion. We didnt want to smile for this pic but MK spoiled it..oh well...=.=

Smiles from YYCO percussion~ XD(from the left...anSon, Chiam, MK and Phoebe)

Singapore & KL Trip

I was going to post this on the day I reach KL when I got to connect to the internet, but i was too LAZY and TIRED tto even go to blogger, instead, i went to Hotmail and check out my emails and of course chat with my friends..=D


So here it is,


I arrived in Singapore on the 24th of November from Johor Bahru at about 8.30pm. On the plane to JB, i meet....Bernice! Coincidence huh? Of all the people i get to meet, i met Bernice...In Singapore, my sister joined my mom and I cause she said she's bored....


25th of November

Hah, my first day in Singapore...and what's for breakfast?? Toast...=.= And then...it's shopping in Bugis!! For the first time i felt like shopping..=D I bought the most stuff in just the first day...mama and sista keep saying that i bought too much..that didnt bother me..XD Spent most of the day in Bugis, and mom brought me to check out Bugis Junction and Food junction..nice food there..=D


26th of November

Spent the whole morning in Orchard, it was nice, cause, i didnt waste time shopping for new stuffs! In the afternoon, i accompanied my mom to Aljunide cause she needs to buy something, it was already evening when we finish checking out the stores, and my uncle and his wife meet us in a little restaurant in Aljunide...we chatted..and..while we were chatting, we heard lots of chairs being pushed away..My first impression was.."Maybe those illegal hawkers is running away from the police" But, instead, i saw a man running, not pushing anything, and another man chasing him...is he a thief or are they fighting? I dont know...UNFORTUANTELY, the guy being chased tripped over when his leg kicked at the chair i'm sitting on...oO...Im was shaking, what will happen to me? But..he kept running away, hands bleeding, leaving a trail of blood on the ground...


27th of November

Ugh..tmy third day was greeted with downpour, no choice but to spend the day in Orchard..i took the advantage of checking out the bookstores in takashimaya on the third floor...when i went in..i was like OMG! That bookstore is humongus! They even have computer touch screens for searching where the books are located...spent an hour there, my mom checked out the cook book section, i checked out the language section...Night falls, we went to ave dinner with another auntie of mine in Tiong Bahru, dinner was ok, and we went for a walk in a plaza above the tiong bahru...they choose the wrong place to walk..cause....I bought another new bag!! XD Mommy said she regretted walking in that plaza...of course she's joking..=P

28th of November
Boohoo..im leaving Singapore...it's just not enough..even we came to Singapore with only two lugages and left Singapore with two extra consisting of my mom's new pottery she bought and the new shirts i bought, i still wanna buy MORE!! MOM WONT ALLOW IT...CAUSE WE ALREADY EXCEEDED THE LIMIT..T_T


29th ~ 30th of November

Spent thees two days in KL, but it wasn't fun...cause i dont get to buy anymore new shirts...saw so many nice clothes but not allowed to buy them...got pissed tat i asked my mom for the hotel room card and chatted in MSN...I finally calmed down after a relaxing soak in the bath tub..soak all my problems away...

On the 30th I rushed back to Sdk..but AIR ASIA got a STUPID DELAY!!! 2pm flight got retimed to 4pm flight.. GOD DAMN IT! Missed the meeting in school...ugh...


Overall..the trip to Singapore was the best..to Kl..not that much.. When i arrived KL...I really asked myself..why cant Kl be more like Singapore? I mean..Singapore is cleaner and seems more thing to shop, traffic is so much better than KL..but i gotta say, the price in Kl is lower...haiz...And Stewie, if you're readin this, I didnt buy the thing u wanted cause I cant find them..sorry...


ps: You can view the pictures i took in Singapore and KL in my friendster thru the link at the right hand side or http://profiles.friendster.com/cobbiewalker

MORE things to do~

Art class. Teacher choose 17 students for a special extra drawing lesson, and I'm one of them! And so are Ah Tyng and MK. The extra drawing lessons are mainly using acrylic to draw. I'll let you see some paintings to get an idea.

I drew this one.

My friend drew this one.

Ah Tyng drew this big fat cat.

MK drew this old cat.

And I drew this cat. PURPLE!! XD

Teacher said these three cats are one set. I forgot to take the pic of another cat drawing. Actually there are four cat drawings in this set..

Well, nothing much to post for now, going to Singapore tomorrow and I'm packing. I'm so gonna bring the songs over to Singapore to write since I might have nothing to do except for SHOPPING!

Happy holidays and good night~!

Finally something to do~!

Hey y'all, how's the holidays coming? Some of friends already joined OBS(Outward Bound Sabah), some went looking for jobs, isn't that right MK? XD. Some even told me that they're bored to death! Well, at first I'm bored myself, going to practice and seeing only those 'chit chit zhai' (means only a few people). BUT! Since my friend is in KL now looking after her sick mother(Get well soon auntie), she has some unfinished stuffs that she left here in Sandakan,and, Phui phui volunteered to help her, involving Simon and I. yeepee~ Finally! Something to DO!!!

Our job is to rewrite some songs into numbers.(Chinese orchestra look at numbers instead of musical notes)

I got two songs, this is one of them, as you can see, it's and IRISH reel.

I gotta write from this....

...into this!

My work place...=D

Please, use 5mins and watch this.

Orchestra practice

Hi there, let's talk more about the supernatural. If you are a yu yuan student, then you know that this school has quite alot of ghost stories, especially chinese orchestra. Ok, I'll talk about the ghost stories some other times...=D

Ok, one of the stories are the instruments make sounds of their own. Ok, at first i didn't believe that, cause it could coincidence that something drop on the instrument to make a sound or anything. One story is that someone at night heard a sound of an instrument coming out from the third floor during midnight where everyone is asleep and only the commitees are at the ground floor classroom having a meeting. So, someone when up and checked and noone was there. My first impression was, maybe someone wanted to practice and went there, but, came to think of that, NOBODY knew how to use that instrument because it has a unique way of using it. Creepy...

And yesterday(Saturday), I finally got to experience it myself. I was looking for something for the rest to practice on, so I was all alone. There a drum near me....suddenly, in the total silence...BOOM! The sound was so loud it's as if someone was hitting it, not merely something drop on it. I turned my head and saw...nothing! Noone, nada, zit...I quickly grabbed everything and left the room...

Strange noises

I'm pretty sure you guys experience this before, those 'Hearing strange voices' moments. this time, my mom and I both experienced it.

Well, it was around 6.30 in the evening. My mom and I were busy preparing for dinner. Ok, my mom is busier i gotta admit that..=D..and my dad is busy cleaning his golf set. While preparing, I've been having a headache cause i keep hearing something that's very noisy, annoying yet not loud nor disturbing. It went on for quite awhile. Then, everything went silent, really like those kind of 'pin drop silence'...all I could hear is the clattering of my dad's golf clubs... My mom suddenly raised her voice and asked,"Why suddenly become silent?" *gasp* My mom was experiencing it too?

Whatever it is, i hope there's nothing to do with the supernatural...=(

It happened

The unimaginable happened. My mom eventually found out the results of my report ard and she totally went bazaar! She even said," Im so angry right now that I have no idea what to scold you!" And on with her blah's....She even threatens me that if I ever get this kind of results again next year she wants me quit chinese orchestra! And that's not even the worst part..

No, the worst part came 30 mins after she gave me that threat. I got a stinking CURFEW! Oh yes, I've been alive for so long and this is my first curfew! I've done it this time. Stupid curfew, totally cutting into my sosial/gaming life. I'm not even allowed to take my laptop to my room, yeah fo me~!

Look like I really have to work hard next year....=)

Holidays are here.

Finally, the holidays are here. The school year finally ended, with some bumpy rides in it. The whole i really experienced what it's like being a senior. You get alot of responsibility. You gotta know how to use time. You gotta make sure you don't step on the wrong foot, etc. This year i really learnt alot. Not just in the subkects in class, but a whole lot more. i seen how other students(those who are not J3A last year) look like during class. Some of them are very attentive, some of them sleeps in class, some of them are rebelious in class, and some are just plain silly...

People told me that i've changed. Well that's GOOD news! =D. Comparing myself with last year, I'm more cheerful, funny, TALKATIVE, outgoing, optimistic, broader-minded and most importantly......NARCISSISTIC! XD~ You won't believe what the 'last-year-me' looks like, gloomy most of the time, pessimistic, depressed, and everthing that i hate about...guh...=.=.. Last month, I went to a party and a certain SOMEONE said, "I'm gonna tell a story, BOYS only!" I went into the room of course, then, i saw and heard him whispering to the guy next to him saying,"SISSY..." LOL! Some how, that didn't bother me AT ALL! XD.Weird huh.? Sure, some may still dislike me, all I'm gonna say is, THAT"S TOO BAD!! XD

I'm even starting meeting with my old friends this year. Bernice, Bren, Nicholas, Kenneth, blah..And not to mention the new friends I met, Cathz and Jaja! Lol, you two ROCK! Also, some of my old friends are even going steady(bfs and gfs). ENVY~! XD

Hah, end-of-the-year-holiday...we waited you for so long yet you're gonna be gone in just 2 MONTHS!! ARGH!! Anyway, use your holiday wisely, as said by our headmaster, Mdm Ho, and our beloved physics/ex-form teacher, Mr Ng! And for the love birds out there, be happy with each other!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! =P

That's that...

Finally, the graduation ceremony is over.Like every year, there are bunch of prizes to be awarded to the students for best-CCA, best results, best sports, bla...Overall was ok, the LCCi graduates even sang, 'What I've been looking for' ah...memories~

In an unrelated story. Report cards are back....two words..REGRET & DISSAPOINTMENT! Regret I did not work harder, dissapointed why I got these kind of results. MK even tried to cheer me up....RARE! I just cant imagine what my mom is gonna do to me when she sees the report card.

That's all for this time, stay tuned for more updates! Night~

Finally...

Finally, everything is DONE!!! Tomorrow will be our annual Graduation Ceremony. The background was done. The title is already stick up the wall. And according to my horoscope, this week is the best week for me to finish everything that's planned. That's SO TRUE!!! Everything did finish off well planned, organized and smoothly. Hah~ All now I can do is wait for the events to arrive,Graduation Ceremony, 2nd of December performance and chinese orchestra camp.

And speaking of performance, looks like the SPECIAL thing i mentioned in the previous post is gonna come true, the SPECIAL thing is, I might be the next conductor of the orchestra... Good or not good??? I DON'T KNOW!! XD And Phui, thx for your guidance...I know you're busy with interact club, yet you still find some time to help me, well appreciated!

Happy holidays everyone!!

Great party!

Hah, finally, ying's party is finaly here! Sad thoguh, I didn't take any pics!

Well, I arrived quite early, around six something, but the sky is already dark, as in, CLOUDY! When i reached there, ying's dad was insisting on me taking dinner with the rest of the adults.... ok weird! But i refused and said that i will wait for the rest of my frends to come then i'll eat. Went into the living room and saw ying's bro's friends sitting on the couch, staring. I didn't give a shit and I walked calmly upstairs to ying's room....a few knocks on the door, open it and saw Melanie, Lu and ying herself in person!! She looks fine, wearing her sexy and quite punky outfit.... but me..I'm forced to wear the GAY outfit!! We waited for awhile and the room got crowded. Oii, Liaw, Siau Ting,Angel Chia, etc soon arrived....We then had our dinner cause ying's father SUMMONED us for dinner....lolx...MK and Bin was being fashionably late and arrived around 7.30pm....*CLAPS* When Mk and Bin were having their dinner, ying and I were playing games, the one who lose will drink a sip a red wine. Me, who LOST alot got out of control, of course I know what i'm doing, my actions just got bigger and stuff, Bin then said," Anson, i suddenly realize that i don't know you..." I stopped....

Speaking of drunk, which by the way im not, one of ying's bro's frens was kinda drunk, and, he, was going to walk into the haus, but...he BANGED at the glass door!! I was near the glass door, he opened the glass door, and i shouted, "ARE YOU DRUNK OR WHAT?!?" Lu even laughed out loud!! *embarassing*!!

We even had fun playing with poker cards like "Thief and Soldier". The one who lost will drink a mixture of different drinks. From the selections of Cola, Pepsi, Cream Soda, Sarsi, HErbal Tea, Chrysanthemum(dunno isit spelled like this), Green Tea, 100 plus and...WATER!!!! *GASP* Everyone got their chance of drinking. Ad I gotta say, the most disgusting drink was DILUTER 100 PLUS! Tasted the worst!

After that, everyone went into Ying's room for more excitement!! Lights were all off, and........WE had loads of fun!!Having fun singing, having fun dancing. Lolz, Liaw even started talking with me again, that's a good start....^^ We were almost going to say ghost stories too, but, we refused and said something like," Ying's room so big and we off the lights telling story, the 'BEINGS' will certainl join in to listen" and stuff like that.....and come one!! I've been telling ghost stories for three das continously for three days in school...

The night ended will loads of laughs..... we really had so much fun in the party, dad called me for four times and I said i will go home later..XD I really wished that we could stay longer... but tml have school again...oh well, time for bed......*yawns*

Proud

After the farewell party, my dad, MK and I had lunch in mile 4. And.....I was some how suprised when I saw a deaf woman selling stuffs. You seen it before right? Those deaf woman/man who held a card and bunch of toys in their hand, selling stuffs to people table to table. I haven't seen them for awhile you know?

I kept my eyes fixed on this lady, every table she went, giving the same lovely smile and the polite nodding, everyone just shoke their heads, and she went to the next table. MK even said," Well, at least she's beter than pengemis, at least she works hard to get money, not like those pengemis holding their hands out begging for money..."

I couldn't agree more, MK's right. I'm quite proud of that woman's will power. Eventhough she's deaf, she still walks around, holding a card for communication, and bunch of toys for selling. Eventhough people shook their heads, not buying the toys, her will power is still not beaten and she goes on to the next table. I really wanted to know how she feels, when people shook their heads. How does she world feels like? Being deaf and not able to speak.

Be grateful that we can see,hear,talk, and walk. We have complains in life. We often get frustrated or depressed when people simply say "NO".Sure, I have my own complains too, but look at her, she strives hard even when people said "NO". I'm really proud of these kind of people, for they are strong in will.

Farewell party

Well, it's 3rd of November and my school societies had just had thier own farewell party. For my society, chinese orchestra, MK and I were chosen to be the person-in-charge of this year's farewell party. Weeks before the farewell party we held meetings with the other committees to discuss about the farewell party. So far, we held two meetings. The first time was two weeks before my final exams and the second time is two days before the farewell party, Thrusday.... We haven't even confirmed anything on the first meeting!! That's why we held our second meeting. This time's farewell party everyone haven't got prepared. Other society were so busy preparing days before the party yet we started to work 2 days before it. And the truth is, the slide show was last minute too...==

But, the farewell party went smoothly, ignoring the fact that there was a power failure so the slide show had to wait...But I keep on insisting the senior 3s to watch the slide show, I mean, we worked hard on it, like it or not, we still want them to watch...An hour after the power failure, the lights were back on, and we got to show the slide show to everyone...phew.....

Before the party started, I talked with a senior 3 girl and she said she will not cry, just smile, but at the end of the party..SHE WENT TO TEARS!! awww...... Teacher even said,"Good job!" with a thumbs up at the end of the party. I just too happy and relieved that I gave a thumbs up too and said,"It's all in the days work..."

I'm very proud of the junior committee for this farewell party. They are willing to work not like SOME of the other students in the orchestra. I kept smiling while watching them work hard, my heart just felt so delighted. THANKS KIDDOS!! And MK, I thank you too for putting your priority straught this time and done your part. You sacrificed your gaming time for the party, thank you!

Everything that we done, eventhough it's last minute, was quite worth it.....=P

Wet day...

So, you guys noticed the BIG CHANGE in the weather this afternoon? It was about 1.45pm, few rumbling of thunder and then, the sky went dark and it rained!!! Argh! I was having a meeting in the canteen, and guess what? Splash!! Water splashing at us..T_T Just as the meeting ended at 2.30pm, the rain stopped...the fun part is, the pathway connecting the canteen and the school building is floated!! having a fun time crossing, I was wearing slippers, so, my feet got wet! XD That was really fun! I even almost slipped and fell into the water!! A girl even cried when her shoes got wet, silly girl...=p

One word....FLOATED!!

That's my slipper, and when i stepped hard on the board...SPLASH!!

Mud + water = Loads of FUN!

Waterfall near the drain.....

The pics are here!!!

The most highly anticipated pictures are here! Took them right after the last subject of final exams, enjoy~
This is just part of the hall...

This is how it looks like during our final exams inside the school hall...

Hah...memories inside the school hall~

My classroom sign board, translation: Senior 1A.

It's 10.30am!

It's Young Kee! Saying hi to us woth his famous "pose" ..XD

Everybody's chilling out~ And so are the ladies~

The foreign student from Korea is posing for me, how nice of him...

Howard is acting cute in front of the camera!!

A pic taken by me, i like the way the background seems blurry yet the main character looks..erm..not that blurry..=.="

The way our class looks like.. CHAOS!

It's not perfect but what the heck?

ps: Thanks hans for bringing your camera on the last day of finals! Really appreaciated! Luv ya! Muacks!

A special post to a special someone.

Happy birthday to a very special friend in my life/ percussion group leader, Chiam! Yeah, t's your birthday! Let's celebrate, lol.

I remembered, when I was just a junior, I was quite afraid of her, since she's erm, kinda freaking me out sometimes, of course now she doesn't. We still have quarrels, when she's not having enough sleep. I also remembered, when I was a junior, I use to hate her, for some reason but I forgot, but now, she's one of the important people in my life, cause she's my good group leader + good friend!

Once again, happy birthday Chiam(25th of October)! And good luck with your SPM this year!

Memorable times we had together. From the left, Me, Ah Kwan, MK and Chiam the birthday girl!

I'm free!! NOT!!

WTH?! Exams are over already? HUU-RAY!

Just as i thought that ending final exams means that I get to relax more..BUT! I got a whole lot BUSIER! Not busy gaming friendster-ing or MSN-ing,but busy with school sutffs. Farewell party, performance, helping out in finishing the graduation ceremony thingy...RAWR!!

Not just that, some special things happened as well, might tell you guys sometimes later if the "special" thing is confirmed. Stay tuned!

That was nice...

While, what the heck? Eventhough i'm having my finals, i'm still gonna relax, ok? My friend called me to go jogging in Kebun Cina, somewhere inside Thsung Ngen, my first impression to that place- fresh air~

So anyway, when i arrived there, i saw lots of people, about erm, 15? And 5 are guys only, others are gurls~ Hmm, they're ok, funny, and ok, cute...XP . Some are cute, some are funny, some are just plain silly..=.=" Jog for two rounds, that was tiring, but i had fun jogging. Had fun taking pics, had fun listening to them chatting, had fun with my friends, had fun gaying around...LOL!!!

here are some pics i took, enjoy~

Photosynthesis...photosynthesis..

Ferns...

The day ended with a nice sunset

That's not true!

So, the final-exams finally started...oh, just to make one thing straight, the rumours of having CCTV watching us having our exams is so NOT TRUE!! I heard a few rumours about us having CCTVs, ok, at first i was excited, i mean, hello? Four years i've been in YY and i never had a chance to have our final-exams been CCTV-ed.An addition to that, we're having our final exams in the SCHOOL HALL!!(that's true) I'll try to take some photo of the school hall, man, the sight, is devastating! XP

I'm losing my control..

Yup, that's the theme of my blog. I've been losing control of my life lately. Losing control of my emotions over some issues that involves me and my friends. Losing control of my temper again in some petty stuffs. Losing my touch in playing my yang qin..T_T..losing resistant of watching anime instead of studying....

FINAL EXAMS!!! PLEASE END QUICKLY!!!

Everybody's in love

I'm breaking down! Everyone's in love!

I spent my weekends online, gotta play before revising you know... Anyway, in MSN, few of my friends finished PMR and they get more freedom,as always, huuray for you guys..T_T

I also found out something, they are all falling in love.That's great, but what the hell am I going to do if they are busy dating?! Man, I'm selfish, or am I jealous(not gonna happen)!!

Few of my friends around me are already dating, some might even broke up, and was dating with another guy already... You guys are lucky that you have a chance for dating. Who would want me? An ugly, dark-skinned, nobody? Haiz....T_T

Anyway, wishing you love birds out there happy always. I will find my own partner someday, definitely not a GAY!!

Hari raya greetings

'Selamat...hari raya..................................' <------------ forgot the lyrics..=.="

Back to the bloggie, hari raya is coming tomorrow. Hah, joyful day hari raya is. My english teacher once said, Malaysia, is a country with holidays. You got that right! We have Hari Raya, Chinese New Year, Deepavali, Ka'amatan, etc. But too bad, during the whole week of Hari Raya holidays, school is having final-exams. Students and adults all over Sandakan town is complaining, why the hell Yu Yuan have exams so late while the other school already finish exams? XD

What hari raya means anyway? Is it a day for people to dress up nicely and have open houses? Or is it a day for people to eat delicious foods? Or is it a day to say "Selamat Hari Raya" to each other? Is it a day for people to celebrate something(duh)..? Hari raya, is a day of forgiving.

Yes, the main point of this post, eventhough one apologizes, it's no use if one does not forgive. So, i wanna use this opportunity to apologize to everyone.

"I'm sorry for everything that I have done that causes trouble, sadness, annoyance and irritation. I am also sorry to people that i was hurt and ruined. I'm really sorry ><"

Ps: PLEASE! Be forgiveful.

My 70th post

Well, talk about blogging, this is my 70th already. Just wanna say something, so consider this as a random blog.

I wanna dedicate these few songs found in the right hand side tagboard to some of my friends.

Accidentally in Love-
To my friends who are in love or already dating, hope you guys will be happy couples and hope that your love is not accidentally.

American idiots-
Haha, not critising anything, I just love this song!

Don't wanna be just like you-
Don't know where to start from. Recent years people have been comparing me with somebody else like, game ah, homework ah, love life ah, relationship ah, bla bla bla. This song is dedicate to people out there, i wanna say, i DONT WANNA ME JUST LIKE THEM! Come on! Everyone is unique, don't go be someone that your not. Be unique!

I'm just a kid-
Hey, we're still kids you know, strictly speaking. Use time to the fullest. You can't turn back time, appreciate the time you have as kids. Growing up is a painful process.

Oops..sorry..

Recently, my friends from another school were having problems in thier friendship. Apparently, student A was being a little too show-off with his skills. He was also being ignorant for not listening to his friends advice/complaints about him going overboard. I took notice of this when the others started ignoring him.I started getting myself involved. Like asking what really happened ah, gave advice ah, tell them my experience ah, bla bla bla, being a busybody lah!!(Couldn't help it, nothing was no my mind)

The thing is, when I was concerning about their problem, I suddenly realized, what the heck am I doing? I'm involving myself into something that I should have left alone. I should let them settle this thing on thier own.... What if I am also having the same problem but I am not aware of it?

But, as a friend, I really hoped that they will make peace soon. Plus, now PMR is over, it's the time to have fun together and maybe make peace as well...

PS: Sorry for involving myself into this matter...really sry

I'll be back also!

Hi, been inactive for awhile, busy with anime. And for the next two weeks, I'll be even more inactive, final exam is coming...FINALLY!!! Still, if I suddenly feel like posting something i will post. lol . Wish me luck!

Btw, before i go inactive, I would like to reply my friend's to bloggers out there. Anonymous told me that ," I feel you guys very weird, why on earth do you have to blog for? It's just plain weird." I just want to tell you,anonymous(If you're reading now) that, the things I am not gonna hate you or do something nasty to you for thinking bloggers being weird and stuff like that, it's fine, everyone have thier own freedom of speech, I'm glad that you told me that anonymous, you let me see that even some people think that bloging is weird, waste of time, etc.(can't think of others) One thing is for sure, blogging had certainly changed alot in me. My point of view in stuff, realize how other people feel about certain things, reduced my time in gaming and so much more! So, I'm still gonna continue blogging. =P .Peace to y'all!

ps: See you guys somedays not far away from here soon~

Korean Drama

Random post*


OMG!! Not trying to be Emo here, but WLT is showing dae jang guem, again! That is the only drama that i watch and hell ya i love it! Especially the opening theme song! T_T Brought tears to my eyes! Ops..getting emo...oh well...

Goodbye Maria!

Remember my maid Auntie Maria? Well, she went back to her kampung in Indonesia yesterday for 2 months... i can't even give her a proper goodbye cause I need to go to tuition, thank god! Because if i do get this chance, Auntie Maria is so gonna ask me alot of question like" Will you miss me ah?" or "Will you call me when I'm back in kampung ah?" or "bla bla bla"...I will so annoyed that time and just say," YES!"...but do I mean it? NO!!(70%) HAHAHAHA!! anywayz, goodbye auntie MARIA!

ps: Maria~ ave maria!

PMR,SPM and UEC

Hah, there's only 2 days left till PMR,and as for SPM and UEC....i lost count..== Kinda envy those PMR candidates out there... They are so gonna get soooo much fun after PMR... well as for me, still stuck with final-exams...even after final exams, I'm still gonna get extra classes after school....DARN IT!!! Oh well, good luck with your PMR and/or UEC , and of course, SPM~~

First time bored in CO...

Well, just as i thought that CO(chinese orchestra) was going to be fun, it turns out that it is NOT!!! I was so freaking bored just now! My activity started at 1.00pm....since the Senior 3 and junior 3 students were excused for coming to CO, we were expecting less people to come, it might be around 30 something, instead..guess how many people came?? Not even more than 20!! ARGH!!! Damn bored and nothing to do, even the teacher told us to do some tidying and not practice for today..T_T

When we were tidying, we chatted more than tidying, well, what can we do? Tidying is BORING!! Then, suddenly my friend showed us a video, it was about a bullying scene happening in a particular school, in a particular country... that video went for 4mins and 24 sec... I was shocked...actually, everyone was shocked! I read so many articles and reports about bullying case in Malaysia, wrote so many composition about bullying cases, I never get an idea how bullying was like. But now, I know, and it's horrible, i suddenly realized how peaceful our school is... how peaceful Sandakan can be..

Joyful day~

Hah, Thrusday, usually i hated this day, because there are double period biology and double period physics...argh!! The horror!! But today is quite different, becasue both this two subjects are having lab classes!! YEAH!! XD. So anyway, during biology lab class, we were needed to investigate the rate of heart beat before and after vigorously exercises. My friend and I volunteered to be the ones doing the vigorous exercise for our group. After rounding around the school field, and loads of panting, results were recorded and guess waht, we still have a whole period left. Then our bio teacher to let us have some fun. You guys noticed that it's raining lately? Somewhere in our school got flooded and frogs started to breed there. And our mission: "Tadpoles!!" We had some much fun catching tadpoles, one of my classmates even took off his shoe and got into the water to catch some tadpoles. The crowd got the attention of our new headmistress(Mdm Susan Ho) , she even told us to get back to class and not get to crowded over there, but we didn't bother... After the catchfest, we went back to lab with beaker-loads of tadpoles. Our teacher started placing them into microscope and we observed it...time past by and it was recess... When i was having my lunch in class, someone took the tadpole up into the classroom and started to disect it!! HAHAHA!!! That was hilarious, taking the organs out,i chewed my food excitedly when he was disecting the poor little tadpole... My friend even said," Get the eye!! Get the eye out!! YEAH!!!(the eye got out)"

ps: lol Cathz, today I'm totally opposite of you!

I gotta...

You know what...i gotta reduce the time i spend on playing and start studying... I made this decision because something happened at school...I flunked my moral!!! Ya, i flunked it, can you believe it?? I was so dissapointed in myself...because i spent too much time playing with my computer and watching anime that i didn't bothered to study... I should start to control myself by cutting down time watching anime. Even some of my friends keeps saying," Ui Anson, why you don't on maple oh?? Level faster eh, you so slow oh...blah bla blah...." I just said," I'm hibernating.." Yes, hibernating. I should use that term because i stopped maple for awhile, and for now, I'm addicted in watching anime...ah!!!

BUT!! That doesn't stop me for having time blogging and animeing,oh well, see you guys around...( lame huh?? Can't think of an ending...)

ps: Raydians, you say ngam liao...i really flunked...

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

Wow, I can't believe it, it's already the mid-autumn festival. I still remember the first day I stepped into Senior One class, i thought it's going to be a tough time for this year to pass by. Instead, time past by so fast, along it brought happiness and sadness, but mostly HAPPINESS! Why? Maybe it's just the fact this is my 'honeymoon' year( as told by my chemistry teacher). Last year was PMR, and next year is SPM, the year after next year UEC lagi... oh well, consider this year my honeymoon year then..==

Speaking of happiness, today everyone in class were in a good mood. Excpet for a few teacher, still that didn't spoil my mid-autumn festival mood, because...we had school off early(usually we had school till 3.10pm but today we ended class at 12.40pm)!!! During second recess, we even had a mooncake 'party'. Few students brought along mooncakes and we enjoyed our time eating them up...still..none was my favourite flavour, they had white lotus, salted bean, pandan with yolk...but no RED-BEAN!! T_T. After 2nd recess was chemistry lesson, boy, isn't chemistry getting exciting, really, we are getting more lab class than usual, we even get to identify an unknown compund as a practical test next Wednesday, can't wait! After chemistry, school...finally...ENDED!!! BWAHAHAHAHA! My mom even insisted cancelling tuition for tonight^^

By the way, HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL!

Let's listen to something different!

Hi there. I wanna introduce this music to you readers out there. Well, it's a piece of music titled 'Childhood memories'. Try to use your imagination now~ The opening of the music which is quite slow, shows an adult, thinking back his childhood. And when the song reaches a faster tempo, he was a child again, a typical child, who's naive, cute and mischevious. Suddenly, everything changed when there was war,which is presented by the drum solo. There where gun shooting(snare drum),explosions(cymbals) and canon blasting(bass drum)! After all the commotion, there was a march, a march of victory!They won! The music suddenly came to a halt and then back to the slow tempo again, slowly, the adult was back to reality, and that's the end. Let's us enjoy this piece of music~



ps:Try to use this music to imagine what it's like when you were a child.

Bored

Argh!! I got the feeling that I don't want to go to school anymore. I'm just so bored doing the same old stuffs again and again in school.Morning, wake up early,carry freakishly heavy bag to school, sit in the classroom until butt sore, listen in class until fall asleep, do piles of freaking homeworks like the teacher haven't gave homeworks in his/her life. Eat the same old food again and again(except on Wednesday).Get annoyed by the same person again and again,etc...The only thing that interest me in going to school is when there are lab classes and CCA. I tired of this school life!! The same thing just keeps repeating itself. I am going to die of boredom!! Our school also dunno why, always very late then have mid-term and final exams. When we sitting for final exmas, other school already finish their exams. WHY CAN'T WE HAVE OUR EXAMS DURING PMR?! The waiting is killing me!! T_T..Tired, just really tired of it.....

Success

It was a success!! My dad bought the lie and I didn't follow my dad to kebun. Bwahahaha!! Thanks again mom! You rock!

She rocks!

Who's the she I'm talking about?? Well, it's my mom!! She's the only one in the family that knows me well.. Even the slightest change of emotion on my face she'll noe what I'm thinking. Usually when she says 'no', I won't fight back, why? Because, in the end, she will say 'yes'. BWAHAHAHA! And, since I'm getting older, she's starting to be less strict, she's starting to let me to go out more, thanks mom!

So why did I say that she rocks? Well, since today is a Publich holiday here in Sabah, the whole family is going out for breakfast..hurray~*not*.. Before we had our breakfast, my father need to run down to the photo shop and get his photos. Leaving my mom, sis and me in the car, we had a little conversation of our own o.O..She said that,"Anson, tell a lie to your dad that you need to go tuition eh..so you no need go to kebun(english forgot how to type) with your father today loh!!"( Last night dinner, my dad also nagged abt us not going to kebun, so he decided to bring us to kebun today) LOL! She totally know that I don't wanna go! She's so sweet~ And during our breakfast, my dad nid to go to the loo, leaving us three again. And my mom and sis started talknig. Since my mom spoke loudly, I can't help overhearing== She was giving advice about how importan a girl's virginity can be. Before a girl lost thier virginity, according to her, a girl will have total control over the men, but if a girl lost her virginity, men will control the girl instead...that's what i heard, and she even said that she almost made 3 man sucide just because my mom won't let. She even say tat men have the same thought, woman must have sex with them..oO

Doesn't she rock or what?!?!

Frustration getting worse..

Grrr... It's not fair!! I'm turning 16 this year and I still don't get my freedom of speech at home== Either that or my dad's stubborn... Well, last night(Sunday), we went to have our dinner like a normal Sunday night. Then he just keeps saying that we should spend the new year with my sister in Singapore..Singapore?!!!?! My god!! That place bore me to death!! I wanna go China! But because of my sister getting 2 days of holidays,we're forced to spend time with her.. T_T. Man I'm frustrated!! I will keep myself quiet and not talk to my father until i get wat I wan!! Bwahahaha!!! Speaking of getting what I want, my sister also object the idea of us spending time with her...She called us to go China to have fun and she wanna spend time wif her frens in Singapore..FINALLY! She's thinking what im thinking..oO...

Frustrated!

..Well..i'm a bit frustrated lately...just frustrating about how irresponsible my friends are......My friend and I were choosen to be the chairman for a farewell party in my orchestra. And that day, my friend happen to be in a bad mood because he lost to somebody in some sort of war in his game(It's his first time he lost). As a gamer myself, I just felt sympathic for him. And he just keeps saying that he lost his pride(something like that) because he lost that war.And that day when I wanted to discuss with him and another friend of mine about the farewell party, he just says that he's busy. Busy doing what? Busy planning on how to win that war and regain his pride and dignity. I was so damn frustrated that I didn't bother him, eventhough he did come over to see how's our discussion, I'm still mad! Still,I sincerely wished that he could win his war and regain his pride. And also wished that he could keep his priority straight when it comes to certain occasions.

Emo day...

Ok, what an emo day it was in school. Let's start off with the teachers today. After my malay teacher(she's chinese,only she teaches malay) finish teaching the WHOLE NOVEL, she let us to have revision cause we had chinese and math test later. Ok, so, like all the revisions we had, we're very noisy! BUt that didn't bother teacher. Then, two of my shuffling friends went to the toilet together, and it took them quite a long time to come back, obviously the are shufling in the toilet again...== It was like about ten minutes then they got back, one of them even sweated. My malay teacher got so furious that she scolded the two boys and ordered both of them to stand in front of the staff room for ten minutes during recess.

As for the us, we are shushing a particular person. Hmm..let me put it this way.When particular person spoke, the students sitting behind in the class will shush him together, and that went on for the whole period...lol! And, another case, it was the first time that I saw my class monitor(girl) cried... she was told by the teacher that we need to sign something. Not everyone agreed to sign. One even annoyed her until she cried( not quite sure with the details), and when her friend saw her cry, she went from smiling to crying with her...(now that's a little emo). Oh, and I missed out one thing, BM class was double period today, during revision, we suddenly played a game when we were in primary school. It was a game about counting fate with our name see whether we get married, or be friends, enemies and stuff like that. This went on until recess...

Consider ourself being childish and emo today...==

2nd music

Hi there, if you guys remembered, I mention about a song called 'xi xun' when i was arguing with MK. Well, I finally got the chance to video tape it down. By the way, the word 'xi xun' also has it's meaning. It means good new. This song is dedicated to all the PMR and UEC candidates. Wish you guys will get good news when on the day you get your results!

ps: you might wanna decrease the sound volume...

Special request

Ello, this is a special request from my friend, hope you could enjoy it~

Indian Thriller,



The lyrics,

Gosh my old calculator ain't got no bow!
Nippley man I met he ate my motorboat!
Calm down and park that comfy shin guard armour!
Welcome the dude who ain't the buyer of mugs!

*Girly man! Girly man,man,man,man,man,man,man,man~

RRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIPPPPPP YYYYYYYYOOOOOUUUURRRRR MMMMMMMMAAAAA!

Woot I'm coming!
Mutton go YAY!
Cook the chicano's day!
Mucho Caliente!
I'll eat wasabe on my dude!
ALl my body just got ruled!
Kinda like a fis on road!
One more body for your car!
OOO!OOO! Papa's restaurant!
OOOOOOOOO You'll be pumping ovaltine!
or Salty Shanty's One shot tea!
Roll, jam, belching, raving son!
Mork and bull and mummued star!

Move the connie
Let me go YAY!
Cause it's a yardless day!
Conga line too good day!
Salad is a cargo you could do!
Chet's my buddy, Chester Rowel!
Called him at the coaster room!
Smashing all the people up!
It's the child no parka rule!
OOO laddie, ready bite your knee
OOOOO cork a collie conquer he!
Deal them,peel them people look shocked!
Move, too then you got private shower!

Let us laugh our ass off!!

Hii there here are some videos for you guys to laugh all your asses off, enjoy~


Snow white:



Cinderella:



Beauty and the beast:

Funny or Guilty?

Just now, in school, we had double period chinese, and the teacher told us to do some exercises in the workbook.Ok, everything was ok...until the time we discuss the answers. HAlf way through discussing the answers, suddenly, MK used a deep voice(almost like mooing) to answer. He thought it was funny, my friends and I also think it's funny.But, the teacher went angry. She asked which cow mooed? MK did not confess. He even said,"Why you guys looking at me? Not me ah..." The teacher went more mad. MK still refuse to confess. Few seconds of silence, and he confessed. After some lecture from the teacher, she continued the class. Yet, MK still keeps saying why us guys keep staring at him when the teacher is questioing who did it. He even said I is trying to imitate a person's voice. Well, for me, I think it's quite pathetic... If you got the guts to do it, then you must got the guts to admit it.In some occasion, it is FUNNY to do things like that, but,hey!! We're discussing in class man!! His action is funny or guilty? YOU decide!

I've learnt my lesson...

Today...is Monday...duh!!! Anyway, our principal MDM Susan Ho finally made her appearance on stage and gave a little speech. After some reports from the vice-principal and the CCA counsellor, they awarded prices for the english composition writing compostition.. I really expected that I am not going to get awarded, well because I'm competing against a few pros, mainly is two girls from J3a. So i started saying like," Aiya, i know i won't get de lah..." and stuff like that.. then..to my suprised, i got second place in my category...

Back in class, B, then suddenly tell me that he is quite irritated by my action in the school hall, the words that i said made him quite nyiak.. He said i like pretend to be humble and things like that. Well, i didn't not pretend, but since he put it that way, I learnt a valuble lesson.... but really de, i didn't expect to get second place..

My first music video

Hi there, before you watch this video, let me say something. This video was taken when I went to kk to have my 'yang qin' grade 3 test. We played a short part of that song because we are not suppose to touch the drums because it's not CO property, it belongs to the brass band's. Oh ya, the song we played is remixed, so it might feel a little bit weird, and we're quite nervous cause we're afraid we got busted. I'm the one sitting beside the girl, Heng is behind her and the bongo player is Simon(ignore him) Good and bad commentas are welcomed.So...Enjoy~

Musics and dances

*Well, when i meant music, i meant the music that i'm learning, chinese orchestra musics...*

Ok, when I was in junior one, we are supposed to choose clubs and society, and, to tell the truth, I wrote brass band as first aspiration, chinese orchestra the 2nd. And heck, I ended up in chinese orchestra. I started out as a drum player. Everything was fine, i even dragged two of my into chinese orchestra from PBSMM(Red cresent society) and brass band. And boy, we had fun together in CO(short for chinese orchestra).

Hmm, the reason why I put 'Musics and dances' as tittle, well...it's just the fact that my friends, (some guys in ss and some guys in yy) are getting involved in melbourne shuffling and c-walking... while, me, still playing musics that's not quite being accepted by the community these days. It's a little heartsore when Co music is being insulted by others. Still, no matter how hard CO music is being squashed, i still choose to learn it, to embrace it...

*I enjoyed watching my ss friends dance. They really have lots of cool moves!! And as for the yy, they can put some effort in it, because they just started learning.*

And as for performing, I think I have more performing experience then my dancing friends. But, most of the time I perform, it's always the whole orchestra. Inside the orchestra, you seem to be very tiny, because every instrument is important, except sometimes, for the drummers, because we have solos. And i just get little chances of performing in small groups. The few times i performed in small groups is when I played the 'yang qin' in churches like, Basal and St.Micheal. To my suprise, the performances in both Basal and St Micheal were quite welcomed...After these performances, I am recognized not just as a drummer, but also a 'yang qin' player in my orchestra.

And as for my ss dancing friends, they didn't go out to perform much, but they post thier dance moves onto youtube and blogs, and... that made me wonder, what if I put some of my solos, group and orchestra performances videos onto my blog?? Eventhough I might get bad comments, I still wanna try, so..stay tuned..^^

My blogs

Well, sometimes, when I have some free time, I will write my posts on a piece of paper, then I will type it into my blog.And my sketch is oftenly read by B(first time mentioning him in my blog), and B will give comments. B is also the closest friend to MK. When B reads my sketch, I never doubted him. I fully, 100% trust him. But today, he's action made me a little bit more cautious of him.

lIke always, I was sketching my blog again when the teacher was not teaching in class. I was writting the post"Am I a sissy or gentle in nature?"( of course there's something about MK in that post, if you read it)Then, after reading, B called out to MK to go to the washroom with him. My heartbeat went crazy! Will B say anything about the post to MK? I started to feel suspicious.But,B told me that he will not mention about the blog or any other of them. Still, what's gonna happen if MK finds out?

ps: B, sorry if I have doubted you!

Am I a sissy or just gentle in nature?

HI there, just now in class, MK and I argued...AGAIN! It's the case of 'my shoe is bigger than your shoe'. He knows that I don't know how to whistle, so he said,"不会吹口哨的人不要吵！"I replied,"不会喜讯（一首扬琴歌曲〕的人不要吵！" These words triggered a bomb inside him, and he started to say something like,"Oh, I dunno that song mah...Let's look at ample, are your level higher than me? NO..Do you wear and use expensive equipments in maple?NO...Oh, and RO, did you ever defeat me in PVP?BLah...blah...blah..." Well, I'm not those kind of person who likes to fight back. So I kept myself quiet and try to ignore him.Yet, he still goes on babbling.

This is not the first time we argue like this, it happened loads of time. And I am always the one who keeps quiet. Despite of not liking to fight back, I know i don't have the skills, the knowledge and the power(if you want to put in that way) to fight him back. I'm also not violent. Eventhough I'm quite strong, and little bit aggresive, I still keep quiet, cause he's my friend. So...some guys consider me as a sissy.

My mom also knows the gentle nature in me. Once, i overheard her chatting with her friends. She mentioned that I don't fight back and always letting people 'squash' me. But her friends said that not fighting back is a GOOD thing, then started to say something about buddhism and stuffs like that(you know de lah...).

So, what am I? Sissy or gentle? I'm having a conflict inside me. The fire of hatred is burning vigorously.Just I don't like fighting back. Eventhough I'm aggresive a times, but I always maintain quiet, because that's what my mom taught me when i was still a kid..

I'm home!

*Just to let you guys know, the previous post" Please bring me home" is something that I wanted to say for a long time last year when I got betrayed. So you can say that's the older version of me when I was still in the blues.*

Now things are back to the way it should be. The person avoiding me and I are friends again. The relationship between the one betraying me and I is getting looser(^^).I'm back into socializing. I finally get to fall-in-love again, and I even found new and better friends to hang out with. At home, my temper is getting better. My high school life is really getter(except for the MK incidents).

Overall, life's getting better. I really got home!

*A special thanks to all the people who's been with me when I'm finding my way home~ THANK YOU!*

Please bring me home~

Hi, when you read the tittle, you might think that I am a teenager with problems or something. Well, i dont know also. As I mentioned in the previous blog, my life is quite confusing lately. After I have recovered from my painful betrayal of my friend, life just isn't the same anymore. I am always cautious around my friends, and at home, my temper is getting worse, and I started to change the way I speak and the way I think. I found out that I'm starting to change. I feel like a lost child, wandering outside, looking for someone who can get me home. Or a troubled soul, looking for a purpose in life. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I always think that I don't have anything that I am particularly good at... Good looks? Not even close!!

Despite of that, I'm passing my life, without a meaning yet, just wasting as much time as possible... i just wanna get back to the right track, where everything was like before that awful thing even happened, where I can really enjoy my few years of teenagerhood.

I really want to go home, where I can feel safe and secure. I know that the path of going back home is going to be hard, but I am determined.

ps: Please don't think this is emo or I'm a despo, because not many people will understand how this feels like!

Confused...

Well...i never said this to anyone..but i feel a little bit confused lately..mainly confusing on school, relationship and life...

well, i'll talk about school. I study Yu Yuan Secondary School,it's an independant school. I'm just so confused that why students tend to stay in Yu Yuan while they hate studying in it..Sometimes, i also got the impression that i want to change to Sung Siew or Tiong Hua, cause it seems to be cooler studying there. BUT, i choose to stay back in Yu Yuan. well, mostly because of my school orchestra, if i leave now, i will waste four years of time i spent in that orchestra. After i sat for my PMR and i choose to study science class, my mom was quite worried that i would flunk my science subjects and she even tried to convice me to change to Sung Siew.Still, i choose to stay in yy... but part of my heart wanted to change to Sung Siew...

Relationship, that's the most confusing part in my confused world...I have a friend, i'll call him MK. MK and i are friends since primary school. I consider him quite close to me. But, as we grew older, MK started to boss me around. He even betrayed me when i was in junior 3! I started to get cautious whenever I'm around him. We even have arguments once in awhile over a small matter. I am always the one to apologize eventhough it's not my fault. But still i choose to be good friends with him. On the other hand, i have a few friends in Sung Siew. Though we don't know each other for a veryy loooong time, i enjoyed the times hanging out and chatting with them. I also enjoy sharing my PMR experiences with them as they are sitting for it this year and also watching them do what they like to do most, dancing. I really wanted to be good friends with them. But still, i didn't want to lost MK as a friend eventhough some part of me is struggling away from his clutches of 'evil'...

The second confusing part of my relationship is that am I really normal? Eventhough now people have been gossiping about me falling for a girl in another school. And eventhough all those gay things had finally died down, some poeple still suspect that i'm gay... they even asked me whether i'm gay, all i can do is smile because i just don't know wat to say...... but one thing is for sure, im definitely not gay anymore!!

And as for life, still the same confusing questions. Why am i born this way? oR why am i even born? those kind of stuff. BUT!! i never thought of suicide!!I just hope one day all these confusing problems will end because it's giving me a headache...

Red bean anyone?

Hmm, trying to wonder what red bean gotta do with my blog today?? Well, it all happened in math class.

My class monitor gary, happen to have a packet of left over red beans that he used to decorate a gift for Mr Fung, our ex-headmaster. He told my friend and I that he didn't know what to do with them so I took them for "safe keeping".. After awhile, we started throwing red beans at our friend. Another friend of mine got a crazy idea. He thought of throwing the red bean on teacher!! I was like omg! But, it was too late..he threw it.. missed the teacher and hit the whiteboard.... thank god!!!! Wait there's more. After some explanation on the white board, the teacher went to check on us, and one of the mischievous srudent got hold of the red beans and started to throw a red bean at the teacher. When we saw that teacher gave no reaction, we laughed our tears out!!

Man!! NO wonder Mr.A once said that we are the most childish senior class in school!!

Is life really a game??

ok..so, i read another friend-of-mine's blog...it's about life being like a game, god is the player and we humans are the characters... well...eventhough it's a little bit true, i kinda disagree on that..

Sure..sometimes you may think that god is playing a horrible game on you, you might say that this is fate or whatsoever. But, have you ever thought of why it really happened??

In my friend's blog, he mentioned that people with less talents often get looked up by others while some of the talented people are "unknwon" or "undiscovered".. hmm..if you ask me... i think that the talented people is not taking opportunity to get into the limelight, and as for the less talented people,either they cheat themself to fame or they have a good reputation. IT's not all god's fault you know...

God created us for a reason. Let's look at the games we play, does the character have feeling?? Does the characters in the game think for themselves? NO! It's the player who controls everything. God created us with feeling, emotion, a mind for us to think for ourselves.

So, if something really bad happens, don't blame it all on god. Think what you have done and learn from your mistakes.

*Btw, i have to apologize if i typed anything wrong. =P