HI there, just now in class, MK and I argued...AGAIN! It's the case of 'my shoe is bigger than your shoe'. He knows that I don't know how to whistle, so he said,"不会吹口哨的人不要吵！"I replied,"不会喜讯（一首扬琴歌曲〕的人不要吵！" These words triggered a bomb inside him, and he started to say something like,"Oh, I dunno that song mah...Let's look at ample, are your level higher than me? NO..Do you wear and use expensive equipments in maple?NO...Oh, and RO, did you ever defeat me in PVP?BLah...blah...blah..." Well, I'm not those kind of person who likes to fight back. So I kept myself quiet and try to ignore him.Yet, he still goes on babbling.
This is not the first time we argue like this, it happened loads of time. And I am always the one who keeps quiet. Despite of not liking to fight back, I know i don't have the skills, the knowledge and the power(if you want to put in that way) to fight him back. I'm also not violent. Eventhough I'm quite strong, and little bit aggresive, I still keep quiet, cause he's my friend. So...some guys consider me as a sissy.
My mom also knows the gentle nature in me. Once, i overheard her chatting with her friends. She mentioned that I don't fight back and always letting people 'squash' me. But her friends said that not fighting back is a GOOD thing, then started to say something about buddhism and stuffs like that(you know de lah...).
So, what am I? Sissy or gentle? I'm having a conflict inside me. The fire of hatred is burning vigorously.Just I don't like fighting back. Eventhough I'm aggresive a times, but I always maintain quiet, because that's what my mom taught me when i was still a kid..
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