Hi, when you read the tittle, you might think that I am a teenager with problems or something. Well, i dont know also. As I mentioned in the previous blog, my life is quite confusing lately. After I have recovered from my painful betrayal of my friend, life just isn't the same anymore. I am always cautious around my friends, and at home, my temper is getting worse, and I started to change the way I speak and the way I think. I found out that I'm starting to change. I feel like a lost child, wandering outside, looking for someone who can get me home. Or a troubled soul, looking for a purpose in life. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I always think that I don't have anything that I am particularly good at... Good looks? Not even close!!
Despite of that, I'm passing my life, without a meaning yet, just wasting as much time as possible... i just wanna get back to the right track, where everything was like before that awful thing even happened, where I can really enjoy my few years of teenagerhood.
I really want to go home, where I can feel safe and secure. I know that the path of going back home is going to be hard, but I am determined.
ps: Please don't think this is emo or I'm a despo, because not many people will understand how this feels like!
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