Disappointment

Disappointed

That's how I feel right now... Thinking... Why does it always happen on me...

I'm relatively patient right?

Why do I suddenly feel, tired of waiting...

It has been weeks...

I still cant let you go...

The question is..

Do I still deserve you... Have you even been knowing how I've been?

Drifted.

That's what it is.

I am desperate...

I want you and I need you..

But somehow, you're just being..

Selfish.

Misunderstood, misused, misguided, unappreciated..

That's what I am.

Does that mean I have to walk away from you?

No.

Thank you... For the joyful memory you had given me..

I don't blame you for making me this way..

It was me myself...