I think I'm ready.. to let go of the accursed past. In this short span of 48days, I've been keeping myself to such an extreme that not many things cheer me up, they make me laugh, but not entirely cheerful.
But still, I do sit down quietly and think.
The power of forgive and forget. I admit I was hurt, but seldom have I thought to forget why I'm so desperately torn. All that's in my mind was how battered I am. I seek pleasure through different sources, but yet I remained unchanged. I have friends surrounding me, who sought to share and cheer me up, though I remained petty and silent.
It was a lethal addiction that I find what happiness meant to me. But now, I have to let it go, wrap it up, put it aside and forget about it. And maybe, in the near future, as it calls out for me, I shall return with open arms.
I have sinned. I need my own forgiveness as I had given it to him. I'm finally learning to lift my head up, and walk away. None shall be blamed for my mislead life but me. It was still remarkable even though it had scarred a portion of me. Let it be a painful yet memorable lesson for me.
And for everyone else, please forgive, and forget...
The power of forgive and forget. I admit I was hurt, but seldom have I thought to forget why I'm so desperately torn. All that's in my mind was how battered I am. I seek pleasure through different sources, but yet I remained unchanged. I have friends surrounding me, who sought to share and cheer me up, though I remained petty and silent.
It was a lethal addiction that I find what happiness meant to me. But now, I have to let it go, wrap it up, put it aside and forget about it. And maybe, in the near future, as it calls out for me, I shall return with open arms.
I have sinned. I need my own forgiveness as I had given it to him. I'm finally learning to lift my head up, and walk away. None shall be blamed for my mislead life but me. It was still remarkable even though it had scarred a portion of me. Let it be a painful yet memorable lesson for me.
And for everyone else, please forgive, and forget...
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