Being hidden from...

So cold... the air outside... it's unbearable... There's no blanket for me to keep warm... It's so cold outside... Being left out...

Something is hiding inside the bush... Why isn't it showing yourself... The wind wasn't being merciful.. It kept blowing.. Harshly... Coldly.. The hiding shadow lurks by...

I had a nightmare... That got my heart pounding in heart and distress...

We made out at first... But things started to get messed up... As people saw us... We gotten separated.. In a deserted building... There weren't any furniture... Just dust and shattered wood.. I called out for you.. There weren't a reply.. The sky suddenly turned dark... I heard water gushing out from the showers.. I flew up the never ending flight of stairs.. I was engulfed in fear... I see.. a room.. a well lit room.. with three doors... I kicked the first door open.. Where the water sound could be heard... Splashing and dripping on the dry floor tile.. I shivered... and kicked open the next door..

It was dry and empty too... But the water splashing noise could still be heard from that two dry bathroom... I turned around to the last door, shaking I kicked it open... It was... A wall...

I screamed.. And dashed out to never ending stairs.. I found myself outside a balcony... The abandoned building took another form... A well lit, luxurious hotel... But.. It's empty.. Every room was empty... I jumped from balcony to balcony, to find more and more empty rooms.. Until... I reached a room.. filled with toy tractors and toy cars..

I couldn't take it.. I jumped... To find myself not on the ground floor, outside the building, but inside.. I knew it.. I was trapped.. Where are you.. I thought... I didn't hit the ground too.. I was clinging onto an enormous rack... As tall as the building itself.. It was a whole row of instruments... Behind the gigantic... Were the glass windows of the empty hotel rooms... But now I see two pairs of feet... In school socks and leather shoes... It was a girl and a boy...

Suddenly the boxes holding the instruments inside vibrated.. I was shocked and let go of my hands... I fell on the ground with a thump.. And the pair was peering at me.. Cursing at me for making so much noise.. Their eyes... their eyes.... Were scribbled with blue ink.. They were closing on me... closer.. with their hands stretched out... I felt the total emptiness and coldness surrounding me.. eating away my soul...

I woke up in the end.. In sweat.. The dream made me realize.. I was still feeling empty... and I felt pathetic of myself.. Because I made a promise to myself.. Not to feel sad over.. well.. something...

I miss the good times... 97 days left to UEC... Why must I suffer....

Good night..