Things and Stuff

Today wasn't a day that I would call enjoyable. Things tend to piss me off easily. No matter whether it's school stuff, teachers, or even friends.

School wasn't really all that great today. I kept getting annoyed by something, or more specifically, someone. Don't worry, it's not someone from my class. Luckily I was able to sustain my temper.

This morning Fenny said something that gave a small pinch on the head

" Why did you stop smiling?"

Have I?

Anyway...Orchestra meeting this afternoon... was... well... Let's just say I know what I'm bad at and let's not elaborate more on it.

But PE class wasn't all that bad, we laughed heartily at Wei's Wei's dance moves which was way different from the one I was doing, and we all laughed until we're rolling on the floor, well, just me actually. Simon, the class singer a.k.a representative almost lost his voice from laughing so hardly.

True, close friends, are those who's there to pat your back and tell you everything will be okay when you're sad. They are the one who tells you not to be too proud when we triumph but also giving us the most sincere congratulations. Heck, they could even be the one who piss you off, but still recovering fast.

I'm glad to have this small circle of close friends in class. They really know me, understand me. They know my weakness, my strength. Their names shall not be mentioned.

And because one of the close friend I had, I manage to pull myself together and kept on making things better for the best.

Lately things were a little.. Cold. She just simply told me to remain firm and strong when it comes to this situation. Why? Cause she was once cold to her lover, and was only able to meet up with her bf almost 2 or 3 times a year. Plus she never really replied his messages, things went on fora few years. But! They managed to pull it through and now they are happy together. Talk about that!

She's right... Especially at the time where exams are marching closer and closer towards the door of my classroom, I just... have to wait and stay strong.

Am I asking for too much?

I know I won't like it, but what can I do?

With a pat on the shoulder, I smiled.

Gah.. The classical music Simon sent me is sending me to dream land. But that's a good thing! =)

Good night!

*I might edit this post in case something suddenly pops up. Cause I'm feeling a little drowsy for I have not really rested the whole day.*